A considerable number
of hunting parties were out that year without finding so much as a fresh
trail; for the moose were uncommonly shy, and the various Nimrods
returned to the bosoms of their respective families with the best
excuses the facts or their imaginations could suggest. Dr. Cathcart,
among others, came back without a trophy; but he brought instead the
memory of an experience which he declares was worth all the bull-moose
that had ever been shot. But then Cathcart, of Aberdeen, was interested
in other things besides moose—amongst them the vagaries of the human
mind. This particular story, however, found no mention in his book on Collective
Hallucination for the simple reason (so he confided once to a fellow
colleague) that he himself played too intimate a part in it to form a
competent judgment of the affair as a whole.
Besides himself and his guide, Hank Davis, there was young
Simpson, his nephew, a divinity student destined for the “Wee Kirk”
(then on his first visit to Canadian backwoods), and the latter’s
guide, Défago. Joseph Défago was a French “Canuck “, who had
strayed from his native Province of Quebec years before, and had got
caught in Rat Portage when the Canadian Pacific Railway was a-building;
a man who, in addition to his unparalleled knowledge of woodcraft and
bush-lore, could also sing the old voyageur
songs and tell a capital hunting yarn into the bargain. He was
deeply susceptible, moreover, to that singular spell which the
wilderness lays upon certain lonely natures, and he loved the wild
solitudes with a kind of romantic passion that amounted almost to an
obsession. The life of the backwoods fascinated him—whence,
doubtless, his surpassing efficiency in dealing with their mysteries.
On this particular expedition he was Hank’s choice. Hank knew
him and swore by him. He also swore at him, “jest as a pal might”,
and since he had a vocabulary of picturesque, if utterly meaningless,
oaths, the conversation between the two stalwart and hardy woodsmen was
often of a rather lively description. This river of expletives however,
Hank agreed to dam a little out of respect for his old “hunting boss
“, Dr. Cathcart, whom of course he addressed after the fashion of the
country as “Doc”; and also
because he understood that young Simpson was already a “bit of a
parson”. He had, however, one objection to Défago, and one
only—which was, that the French Canadian sometimes exhibited what Hank
described as “the output of a cursed and dismal mind”, meaning
apparently that he sometimes was true to type, Latin type, and suffered
fits of a kind of silent moroseness when nothing could induce him to
titter speech. Défago, that is to say, was imaginative and melancholy.
And, as a rule, it was too long a spell of “civilisation” that
induced the attacks, for a few days of the wilderness invariably cured
them.
This, then, was the party of four that found themselves in camp
the last week in October of that “shy moose year” ’wa yup in the
wilderness north of Rat Portage—a forsaken and desolate country. There
was also Punk, an Indian, who had accompanied Dr. Cathcart and Hank on
their hunting trips in previous years, and who acted as cook. His duty
was merely to stay in camp, catch fish, and prepare venison steaks and
coffee at a few minutes’ notice. He dressed in the worn-out clothes
bequeathed to him by former patrons, and, except for his coarse black
hair and dark skin, he looked in these city garments no more like a real
redskin than a stage negro looks like a real African. For all that,
however, Punk had in him still the instincts of his dying race; his
taciturn silence and his endurance survived; also his superstition.
The party round the blazing fire that night were despondent,
for a week had passed without a single sign of recent moose discovering
itself. Défago had sung his song and plunged into a story, but Hank, in
bad humour, reminded him so often that “he kep’ mussing-up the
fac’s so, that it was ’most all nothin’ but a petred-out lie”,
that the Frenchman had finally subsided into a sulky silence which
nothing seemed likely to break. Dr. Cathcart and his nephew were fairly
done after an exhausting day. Punk was washing up the dishes, grunting
to himself under the lean-to of branches, where he later also slept. No
one troubled to stir the slowly dying fire. Overhead the stars were
brilliant in a sky quite wintry, and there was so little wind that ice
was already forming stealthily along the shores of the still lake behind
them. The silence of the vast listening forest stole forward and
enveloped them.
Hank broke in suddenly with his nasal voice.
“I’m in favour of breaking new ground to-morrow, Doc,” he
observed with energy, looking across at his employer. “We don’t
stand a chance around here.”
“Agreed,” said Cathcart, always a man of few words. “Think
the idea’s good.”
“Sure pop, it’s good,” Hank resumed with confidence.
“S’pose, now, you and I strike west, up Garden Lake way for a
change! None of us ain’t touched that quiet bit o’ land yet—”
“I’m with you.”
“And you, Défago, take Mr. Simpson along in the small canoe,
skip across the lake, portage over into Fifty Island Water, and take a
good squint down that thar southern shore. The moose ‘yarded’ there
like hell last year, and for all we know they may be doin’ it agin
this year jest to spite us.”
Défago, keeping his eyes on the fire, said nothing by way of
reply. He was still offended, possibly, about his interrupted story.
“No one’s been up that way this year, an’ I’ll lay my
bottom dollar on that!” Hank
added with emphasis, as though he had a reason for knowing. He looked
over at his partner sharply. “Better take the little silk tent and
stay away a couple o’ nights,” he concluded, as though the matter
were definitely settled. For Hank was recognised as general organiser of
the hunt, and in charge of the party.
It was obvious to anyone that Défago did not jump at the plan,
but his silence seemed to convey something more than ordinary
disapproval, and across his sensitive dark face there passed a curious
expression like a flash of firelight—not so quickly, however, that the
three men had not time to catch it. “He funked for some reason 1 thoughts,” Simpson said afterwards in the tent he shared with
his uncle. Dr. Cathcart made no immediate reply, although the look had
interested him enough at the time for him to make a mental note of it.
The expression had caused him a passing uneasiness he could not quite
account for at the moment.
But Hank, of course, had been the first to notice it, and the odd
thing was that instead of becoming explosive or angry over the other’s
reluctance, he at once began to humour him a bit.
“But there ain’t no speshul reason why no one’s been up there this year,” he said,
with a perceptible hush in his tone; “not the reason you mean, anyway!
Las’ year it was the fires that kep’ folks out, and this year I
guess—I guess it jest happened so, that’s all!” His manner was
clearly meant to be encouraging.
Joseph Défago raised his eyes a moment, then dropped them again.
A breath of wind stole out of the forest and stirred the embers into a
passing blaze. Dr. Cathcart again noticed the expression in the
guide’s face, and again he did not like it. But this time the nature
of the look betrayed itself. In those eyes for an instant, he caught the
gleam of a man scared in his very soul. It disquieted him more than he
cared to admit.
“Bad Indians up that way?” he asked, with a laugh to ease
matters a little, while Simpson too sleepy to notice this subtle by-play
moved off to bed with a prodigious yawn; “or—or anything wrong with
the country?” he added, when his nephew was out of hearing.
Hank met his eye with something less than his usual frankness.
“He’s jest skeered,” he replied good-humouredy, “skeered
stiff about some ole feery tale! That’s all, ain’t it, ole pard?”
And he gave Défago a friendly kick on the moccasined foot that lay
nearest the fire.
Défago
looked up quickly, as from an interrupted reverie, a reverie, however,
that had not prevented his seeing all that went on about him.
“Skeered—nuthin’!” he answered, with a flush of defiance. “There’s
nuthin’ in the Bush that can skeer Joseph Défago, and don’t you
forget it!” And the natural energy with which he spoke made it
impossible to know whether he told the whole truth or only a part of it.
Hank turned towards the doctor. He was just going to add
something when he stopped abruptly and looked round. A sound close
behind them in the darkness made all three start. It was old Punk, who
had moved up from his lean-to while they talked and now stood there just
beyond the circle of firelight—listening.
“’Nother time, Doc!” Hank whispered, with a wink, “when
the gallery ain’t stepped down into the stalls!” And, springing to
his feet, he slapped the Indian on the back and cried noisily, “Come
up t’ the fire an’ warm yer dirty red skin a bit.” He dragged him
towards the blaze and threw more wood on. “That was a mighty good feed
you give us an hour or two back,” he continued heartily, as though to
set the man’s thoughts on another scent, “and it ain’t Christian
to let you stand out there freezin’ yer ole soul to hell while we’re
gettin’ all good an’ toasted! Punk moved in and warmed his feet,
smiling darkly at the other’s volubility which he only half
understood, but saying nothing. And presently Dr. Cathcart, seeing
that further conversation was impossible, followed his nephew’s
example and moved off to the tent leaving the three men smoking over the
now blazing fire.
It is not easy to undress in a small tent without waking one’s
companion, and Cathcart, hardened and warmblooded as he was in spite
of his fifty odd years, did what Hank would have described as
“considerable of his twilight” in the open. He noticed, during the
process, that Punk had meanwhile gone back to his lean-to, and that Hank
and Défago were at it hammer and tongs, or, rather, hammer and anvil,
the little French Canadian being the anvil. It was all very like the
conventional stage picture of Western melodrama: the fire lighting up
their aces with patches of alternate red and black; Défago, in slouch
hat and moccasins in the part of the “badlands’ “villain; Hank,
open-faced and hatless, with that reckless fling of his shoulders, the
honest and deceived hero; and old Punk, eavesdropping in the
background, supplying the atmosphere of mystery. The doctor smiled as he
noticed the details; but at the same time something deep within him—he
hardly knew what—shrank a little, as though an almost imperceptible
breath of warning had touched the surface of his soul and was gone again
before he could seize it. Probably it was traceable to the “scared
expression” he had seen in the eyes of Défago; “probably”—for
this hint of fugitive emotion otherwise escaped his usually so keen
analysis. Défago, he was vaguely aware, might cause trouble somehow.
. . . He was not as steady a guide as Hank, for instance. . . .
Further than that he could not get. . . .
He watched the men a moment longer before diving into the stuffy
tent where Simpson already slept soundly. Hank, he saw, was swearing
like a mad African in a New York nigger saloon; but it was the swearing
of “affection”. The ridiculous oaths flew freely now that the cause
of their obstruction was asleep. Presently he put his arm almost
tenderly upon his comrade’s shoulder, and they moved off together into
the shadows where their tent stood faintly glimmering. Punk, too, a
moment later followed their example and disappeared between his
odorous blankets in the opposite direction.
Dr. Cathcart then likewise turned in, weariness and sleep still
fighting in his mind with an obscure curiosity to know what it was had
scared Défago about the country up Fifty Island Water way—wondering,
too, why Punk’s presence had prevented the completion of what Hank had
to say. Then sleep overtook him. He would know to-morrow. Hank would
tell him the story while they trudged after the elusive moose.
Deep silence fell about the little camp, planted there so
audaciously in the jaws of the wilderness. The lake gleamed like a sheet
of black glass beneath the stars. The cold air pricked. In the draughts
of night that poured their silent tide from the depths of the forest,
with messages from distant ridges and from lakes just beginning to
freeze, there lay already the faint, bleak odours of coming winter.
White men, with their dull scent, might never have divined them; the
fragrance of the wood-fire would have concealed from them these almost
electrical hints of moss and bark and hardening swamp a hundred miles
away. Even Hank and Défago, subtly in league with the soul of the woods
as they were, would probably have spread their delicate nostrils in
vain.
But an hour later, when all slept like the dead, old Punk crept
from his blankets and went down to the shore of the lake like a
shadow—silently, as only Indian blood can move. He raised his head and
looked about him. The thick darkness rendered sight of small avail,
but, like the animals, he possessed other senses that darkness could not
mute. He listened—then sniffed the air. Motionless as a hemlock-stem
he stood there. After five minutes again he lifted his head and sniffed,
and yet once again. A tingling of the wonderful nerves that betrayed
itself by no outer sign, ran through him as he tasted the keen air.
Then, merging his figure into the surrounding blackness in a way that
only wild men and animals understand, he turned, still moving like a
shadow, and went stealthily back to his lean-to and his bed.
And soon after he slept, the change of wind he had divined
stirred gently the reflection of the stars within the lake. Rising among
the far ridges of the country beyond Fifty Island Water, it came from
the direction in which he had stared, and it passed over the sleeping
camp with a faint and sighing murmur through the tops of the big trees
that was almost too delicate to be audible. With it, down the desert
paths of night, though too faint, too high even for the Indian’s
hair-like nerves, there passed a curious, thin odour, strangely
disquieting, an odour of something that seemed unfamiliar—utterly
unknown.
The French Canadian and the man of Indian blood each stirred
uneasily in his sleep just about this time, though neither of them woke.
Then the ghost of that unforgettably strange odour passed away and was
lost among the leagues of tenantless forest beyond.
In the morning the camp was astir before the sun. There had been
a light fall of snow during the night and the air was sharp. Punk had
done his duty betimes, for the odours of coffee and fried bacon reached
every tent. All were in good spirits.
“Wind’s shifted!” cried Hank vigorously, watching Simpson
and his guide already loading the small canoe. “It’s across the
lake—dead right for you fellers. And the snow’ll make bully trails!
If there’s any moose mussing around up thar, they’ll not get so much
as a tail-end scent of you with the wind as it is. Good luck, Monsieur Défago!”
he added, facetiously giving the name its French pronunciation for once,
“bonne chance!”
Défago returned the good
wishes, apparently in the best of spirits, the silent mood gone. Before
eight o’clock old Punk had the camp to himself, Cathcart and Hank were
far along the trail that led westwards, while the canoe that carried Défago
and Simpson, with silk tent and grub for two days, was already a dark
speck bobbing on the bosom of the lake, going due east.
The wintry sharpness of the air was tempered now by a sun that
topped the wooded ridges and blazed with a luxurious warmth upon the
world of lake and forest below; loons flew skimming through the
sparkling spray that the wind lifted; divers shook their dripping heads
to the sun and popped smartly out of sight again; and as far as eye
could reach rose the leagues of endless, crowding Bush, desolate in its
lonely sweep and grandeur, untrodden by foot of man, and stretching its
mighty and unbroken carpet right up to the frozen shores of Hudson Bay.
Simpson, who saw it all for the first time as he paddled hard in
the bows of the dancing canoe, was enchanted by its austere beauty. His
heart drank in the sense of freedom and great spaces just as his lungs
drank in the cool and perfumed wind. Behind him in the stern seat,
singing fragments of his native chanties, Défago steered the craft of
birchbark like a thing of life, answering cheerfully all his
companion’s questions. Both were gay and light-hearted. On such
occasions men lose the superficial, wordly distinctions; they become
human beings working together for a common end. Simpson, the employer,
and Défago the employed, among these primitive forces, were
simply—two men, the “guider” and the “guided”. Superior
knowledge, of course, assumed control, and the younger man fell without
a second thought into the quasi-subordinate position. He never dreamed
of objecting when Défago dropped the “Mr.,” and addressed him as
“Say, Simpson,” or “Simpson, boss,” which was invariably the
case before they reached the farther shore after a stiff paddle of
twelve miles against a head wind. He only laughed, and liked it; then
ceased to notice it at all.
For this “divinity student” was a young man of parts and
character, though as yet, of course, untravelled; and on this trip—the
first time he had seen any country but his own and little
Switzerland—the huge scale of things somewhat bewildered him. It was
one thing, he realised, to hear about primeval forests, but quite
another to see them. While to dwell in them and seek acquaintance with
their wild life was, again, an initiation that no intelligent man could
undergo without a certain shifting of personal values hitherto held for
permanent and sacred.
Simpson knew the first faint indication of this emotion when he
held the new .303 rifle in his hands and looked along its pair of faultless, gleaming
barrels. The three days’ journey to their headquarters, by lake and
portage, had carried the process a stage farther. And now that he was
about to plunge beyond even the fringe of wilderness where they were
camped into the virgin heart of uninhabited regions as vast as Europe
itself, the true nature of the situation stole upon him with an effect
of delight and awe that his imagination was fully capable of
appreciating. It was himself and Défago against a multitude—at least,
against a Titan!
The bleak splendours of these remote and lonely forests rather
overwhelmed him with the sense of his own littleness. That stern quality
of the tangled backwoods which can only he described as merciless and
terrible, rose out of these far blue woods swimming upon the horizon,
and revealed itself. He understood the silent warning. He realized his
own utter helplessness. Only Défago, as a symbol of a distant
civilization where man was master, stood between him and a pitiless
death by exhaustion and starvation.
It was thrilling to him, therefore, to watch Défago turn over
the canoe upon the shore, pack the paddles carefully underneath, and
then proceed to “blaze” the spruce stems for some distance on either
side of an almost invisible trail, with the careless remark thrown in,
“Say, Simpson, if anything happens to me, you’ll find the canoe all
correc’ by these marks;—then strike doo west into the sun to hit the
home camp agin, see?”
It was the most natural thing in the world to say, and he said it
without any noticeable inflexion of the voice, only it happened to
express the youth’s emotions at the moment with an utterance that was
symbolic of the situation and of his own helplessness as a factor in it.
He was alone with Défago in a primitive world: that was all. The canoe,
another symbol of man’s ascendancy, was now to be left behind. Those
small yellow patches, made on the trees by the axe, were the only
indications of its hiding-place.
Meanwhile, shouldering the packs between them, each man carrying
his own rifle, they followed the slender trail over rocks and fallen
trunks and across half-frozen swamps; skirting numerous lakes that
fairly gemmed the forest, their borders fringed with mist; and towards
five o’clock found themselves suddenly on the edge of the woods,
looking out across a large sheet of water in front of them, dotted with
pine-clad islands of all describable shapes and sizes.
“Fifty Island Water,” announced Défago wearily, “and the
sun jest goin’ to dip his bald old head into it!” he added, with
unconscious poetry: and immediately they set about pitching camp for the
night.
In a very few minutes, under those skilful hands that never made
a movement too much or a movement too little, the silk tent stood taut
and cosy, the beds of balsam boughs ready laid, and a brisk cooking-fire
burned with the minimum of smoke. While the young Scotchman cleaned
the fish they had caught trolling behind the canoe, Défago
“guessed” he would “jest as soon” take a turn through the Bush
for indications of moose. “May come
across a trunk where they bin and rubbed horns,” he said, as he moved
off, “or feedin’ on the last of the maple leaves”—and he was
gone.
His small figure melted away like a shadow in the dusk, while
Simpson noted with a kind of admiration how easily the forest absorbed
him into herself. A few steps, it seemed, and he was no longer visible.
Yet there was little underbrush hereabouts; the trees stood
somewhat apart, well spaced; and in the clearings grew silver-birch and
maple, spear-like and slender, against the immense stems of spruce and
hemlock. But for occasional prostrate monsters, and the boulders of grey
rock that thrust uncouth shoulders here and there out of the ground, it
might well have been a bit of park in the Old Country. Almost, one might
have seen in it the hand of man. A little to the right, however, began
the great burnt section, miles in extent, proclaiming its real
character—brulé, as it is called, where the fires of the
previous year had raged for weeks, and the blackened stumps now rose
gaunt and ugly, bereft of branches, like gigantic match-heads stuck into
the ground, savage and desolate beyond words. The perfume of charcoal
and rain-soaked ashes still hung faintly about it.
The dusk rapidly deepened; the glades grew dark; the crackling of
the fire and the wash of little waves along the rocky lake shore were
the only sounds audible. The wind had dropped with the sun, and in all
that vast world of branches nothing stirred. Any moment, it seemed, the
woodland gods, who are to be worshipped in silence and loneliness, might
sketch their mighty and terrific outlines among the trees. In front,
through doorways pillared by huge straight stems, lay the stretch of
Fifty Island Water, a crescent-shaped lake some fifteen miles from tip
to tip, and perhaps five miles across where they were camped. A sky of
rose and saffron, more clear than any atmosphere Simpson had ever known,
still dropped its pale streaming fires across the waves, where the
islands—a hundred, surely, rather than fifty—floated like the fairy
barques of some enchanted fleet. Fringed with pines, whose crests
fingered most delicately the sky, they almost seemed to move upwards
as the light faded—about to weigh anchor and navigate the pathways
of the heavens instead of the currents of their native and desolate
lake.
And strips of coloured cloud, like flaunting pennons, signalled
their departure to the stars. . . .
The beauty of the scene was strangely uplifting. Simpson smoked
the fish and burnt his fingers into the bargain in his efforts to enjoy
it and at the same time tend the frying-pan and the fire. Yet, ever at
the back of his thoughts, lay that other aspect of the wilderness: the
indifference to human life, the merciless spirit of desolation which
took no note of man. The sense of his utter loneliness, now that even Défago
had gone, came close as he looked about him and listened for the sound
of his companion’s returning footsteps.
There was pleasure in the sensation, yet with it a perfectly
comprehensible alarm. And instinctively the thought stirred in him:
“What should I—could
I, do—if anything happened and he did not come back—?”
They enjoyed their well-earned supper, eating untold quantities
of fish, and drinking unmilked tea strong enough to kill men who had not
covered thirty miles of hard “going”, eating little on the way. And
when it was over, they smoked and told stories round the blazing fire,
laughing, stretching weary limbs, and discussing plans for the morrow.
Défago was in excellent spirits, though disappointed at having no
signs of moose to report. But it was dark and he had not gone far. The brulé, too, was bad. His clothes and hands were smeared with
charcoal. Simpson, watching him, realised with renewed vividness their
position—alone together in the wilderness.
“Défago,” he said presently, “these woods, you know, are a
bit too big to feel quite at home in—to feel comfortable in, I mean! .
. . Eh?” He merely gave expression to the mood of the moment; he was
hardly prepared for the earnestness, the solemnity even, with which
the guide took him up.
“You’ve hit it right, Simpson, boss,” he replied, fixing
his searching brown eyes on his face, “and that’s the truth, sure.
There s no end to ’em—no end at all.” Then he added in a lowered
tone as if to himself, “There’s lots found out that,
and gone plumb to pieces!”
But the man’s gravity of manner was not quite to the other’s
liking; it was a little too suggestive for this scenery and setting; he
was sorry he had broached the subject. He remembered suddenly how his
uncle had told him that men were sometimes stricken with a strange fever
of the wilderness, when the seduction of the uninhabited wastes caught
them so fiercely that they went forth, half fascinated, half deluded, to
their death. And he had a shrewd idea that his companion held something
in sympathy with that queer type. He led the conversation on to other
topics, on to Hank and the doctor, for instance, and the natural rivalry
as to who should get the first sight of moose.
“If they went doo west,” observed Défago carelessly,
“there’s sixty miles between us now—with ole Punk at halfway
house eatin’ himself full to bustin’ with fish and corfee.” They
laughed together over the picture. But the casual mention of those sixty
miles again made Simpson realise the prodigious scale of this land where
they hunted; sixty miles was a mere step; two hundred little more than a
step. Stories of lost hunters rose persistently before his memory. The
passion and mystery of homeless and wandering men, seduced by the beauty
of great forests, swept his soul in a way too vivid to be quite
pleasant. He wondered vaguely whether it was the mood of his companion
that invited the unwelcome suggestion with such persistence.
“Sing us a song, Défago, if you’re not too tired,” he
asked; one of those old voyageur songs
you sang the other night.” He handed his tobacco pouch to the guide
and then filled his own pipe, while the Canadian, nothing loth, sent his
light voice across the lake in one of those plaintive, almost melancholy
chanties with which lumbermen and trappers lessen the burden of their
labour. There was an appealing and romantic flavour about it, something
that recalled the atmosphere of the old pioneer days when Indians and
wilderness were leagued together, battles frequent, and the Old
Country farther off than it is to-day. The sound travelled pleasantly
over the water, but the forest at their backs seemed to swallow it down
with a single gulp that permitted neither echo nor resonance.
It was in the middle of the third verse that Simpson noticed
something unusual—something that brought his thoughts back with a rush
from far-away scenes. A curious change had come into the man’s voice.
Even before he knew what it was, uneasiness caught him, and looking up
quickly, he saw that Défago, though still singing, was peering about him
into the Bush, as though he heard or saw something. His voice grew
fainter—dropped to a hush— then ceased altogether. The same instant,
with a movement amazingly alert, he started to his feet and stood
upright—sniffing the air. Like a dog scenting game, he drew the air into his
nostrils in short, sharp breaths, turning quickly as he did so in all
directions, and finally “pointing” down the lake shore, eastwards.
It was a performance unpleasantly suggestive and at the same time
singularly dramatic. Simpson’s heart fluttered disagreeably as he
watched it.
“Lord, man! How you made me jump!” he exclaimed, on his feet
beside him the same instant, and peering over his shoulder into the sea
of darkness. “What’s up? Are you frightened—?”
Even before the question was out of his mouth he knew it was
foolish, for any man with a pair of eyes in his head could see that the
Canadian had turned white down to his very gills. Not even sunburn and
the glare of the fire could hide that.
The student felt himself trembling a little, weakish in the
knees. “What’s up?” he repeated quickly. “D’you smell moose?
Or anything queer, anything—wrong?” He lowered his voice
instinctively.
The forest pressed round him with its encircling wall; the nearer
tree-stems gleamed like bronze in the firelight; beyond
that—blackness, and, so far as he could tell, a silence of death. Just
behind them a passing puff of wind lifted a single leaf, looked at it,
then laid it softly down again without disturbing the rest of the
covey. It seemed as if a million invisible causes had combined just to
produce that single visible effect. Other
life pulsed about them—and was gone.
Défago turned abruptly; the livid hue of his face had turned to
a dirty grey.
“I never said I heered—or smelt—nuthin’,” he said
slowly and emphatically, in an oddly altered voice that conveyed somehow
a touch of defiance. “I was only—takin’ a look round—so to
speak. It’s always a mistake to be too previous with yer questions.”
Then he added suddenly with obvious effort, in his more natural voice,
“Have you got the matches, Boss Simpson?” and proceeded to light the
pipe he had half filled just before he began to sing.
Without speaking an other word they sat down again by the fire. Défago
changing his side so that he could face the direction the wind came
from. For even a tenderfoot could tell that. Défago changed his
position in order to hear and smell—all there was to be heard and
smelt. And, since he now faced the lake with his back to the trees it
was evidently nothing in the forest that had sent so strange and sudden
a warning to his marvellously trained nerves.
“Guess now I don’t feel like singing any,” he explained
presently of his own accord. “That song kinder brings back memories
that’s troublesome to me; I never oughter’ve begun it. It sets me on
t’ imagining things, see?”
Clearly the man was still fighting with some profoundly moving
emotion. He wished to excuse himself in the eyes of the other. But the
explanation, in that it was only a part of the truth, was a lie, and he
knew perfectly well that Simpson was not deceived by it. For nothing
could explain away the livid terror that had dropped over his face while
he stood there sniffing the air. And nothing—no amount of blazing
fire, or chatting on ordinary subjects—could make that camp exactly as
it had been before. The shadow of an unknown horror, naked if unguessed,
that had flashed for an instant in the face and gestures of the guide,
had also communicated itself, vaguely and therefore more potently, to
his companion. The guide’s visible efforts to dissemble the truth only
made things worse. Moreover, to add to the younger man’s uneasiness,
was the difficulty, nay, the impossibility he felt of asking
questions, and also his complete ignorance as to the cause. . . .
Indians, wild animals, forest fires—all these, he knew, were wholly
out of the question. His imagination searched vigorously, but in vain. .
. .
*
* *
Yet, somehow or other, after another long spell of smoking,
talking and roasting themselves before the great fire, the shadow that
had so suddenly invaded their peaceful camp began to lift. Perhaps Défago’s
efforts, or the return of his quiet and normal attitude acomplished
this; perhaps Simpson himself had exaggerated the affair out of all proportion
to the truth; or possibly the vigorous air of the wilderness brought its
own powers of healing. Whatever the cause, the feeling of immediate
horror seemed to have passed away as mysteriously as it had come, for
nothing occurred to feed it. Simpson began to feel that he had permitted
himself the unreasoning terror of a child. He put it down partly to a
certain subconscious excitement that this wild and immense scenery
generated in his blood, partly to the spell of solitude, and partly to
over fatigue. The pallor of the guide’s face was, of course,
uncommonly hard to explain, yet it might
have been due in some way to an effect of firelight, or his own
imagination. . . . He gave it the benefit of the doubt; he was Scotch.
When a somewhat unordinary emotion has disappeared, the mind
always finds a dozen ways of explaining away its causes. . . . Simpson
lit a vast pipe and tried to laugh to himself. On getting home to
Scotland it would make quite a good story. He did not realise that this
laughter was a sign that terror still lurked in the recesses of his
soul—that, in fact, it was merely one of the conventional signs by
which a man, seriously alarmed, tries to persuade himself that he is not so.
Défago, however, heard that low laughter and looked up with
surprise on his face. The two men stood, side by side, kicking the
embers about before going to bed. It was ten o’clock—a late hour for
hunters to be still awake.
“What’s ticklin’ yer?” he asked in his ordinary tone, yet
gravely.
“I—I was thinking of our little toy woods at home, just at
that moment,” stammered Simpson, coming back to what really dominated
his mind, and startled by the question, “and comparing them to—to
all this,” and he swept his arm round to indicate the Bush.
A pause followed in which neither of them said anything.
“All the same I wouldn’t laugh about it, if I was you,” Défago
added, looking over Simpson’s shoulder into the shadows. “There’s
places in there nobody won’t never see into—nobody knows what lives
in there either.”
“Too big—too far off?” The suggestion in the guide’s
manner was immense and horrible.
Défago nodded. The expression on his face was dark. He, too,
felt uneasy. The younger man understood that in a hinterland
of this size there might well be depths of wood that would never in
the life of the world be known or trodden. The thought was not exactly
the sort he welcomed. In a loud voice, cheerfully, he suggested that it
was time for bed. But the guide lingered, tinkering with the fire,
arranging the stones needlessly, doing a dozen things that did not
really need doing. Evidently there was something he wanted to say, yet
found it difficult to “get at”.
“Say, you, Boss Simpson,” he began suddenly, as the last
shower of sparks went up into the air, “you don’t—smell nothing,
do you—nothing pertickler, I mean?” The commonplace question,
Simpson realised, veiled a dreadfully serious thought in his mind. A
shiver ran down his back.
“Nothing but this burning wood,” he replied firmly, kicking
again at the embers. The sound of his own foot made him start.
“And all the evenin’ you ain’t smelt—nothing?” persisted
the guide, peering at him through the gloom; “nothing extrordiny,
and different to anything else you ever smelt before?”
“No, no, man; nothing at all! “ he replied aggressively, half
angrily.
Défago’s face cleared. “That’s good! “ he exclaimed,
with evident relief. “That’s good to hear.”
“Have you?”
asked Simpson sharply, and the same instant regretted the question.
The Canadian came closer in the darkness. He shook his head. “I
guess not,” he said, though without overwhelming conviction. “It
must‘ve been jest that song of mine that did it. It’s the song they
sing in lumber-camps and god-forsaken places like that, when they’re
skeered the Wendigo’s somewheres around, doin’ a bit of swift, travellin’—”
“And what’s the Wendigo, pray?” Simpson asked quickly,
irritated because again he could not prevent that sudden shiver of the
nerves. He knew that he was close upon the man’s terror and the cause
of it. Yet a rushing passionate curiosity overcame his better judgment, and
his fear.
Défago turned swiftly and looked at him as though he were
suddenly about to shriek. His eyes shone, his mouth was wide open. Yet
all he said, or whispered rather, for his voice sank very low, was:
“It’s nuthin’—nuthin’ but what those lousy fellers
believe when they’ve bin hittin’ the bottle too long—a sort of
great animal that lives up yonder,” he jerked his head northwards,
“quick as lightning in its tracks, an’ bigger’n anything else in
the Bush, an’ ain’t supposed to be very good to look at—that’s all!”
“A backwoods’
superstition” began Simpson, moving hastily towards the tent in order
to shake off the hand of the guide that clutched his arm. “Come, come,
hurry up for God’s sake, and get the lantern going! It’s time we
were in bed and asleep if we’re to be up with the sun to-morrow. . .
.”
The guide was close on his heels. “I’m coming,” he answered
out of the darkness, “I’m coming.” And after a slight delay he
appeared with the lantern and hung it from a nail in the front pole of
the tent. The shadows of a hundred trees shifted their places quickly as
he did so, and when he stumbled over the rope, diving swiftly inside,
the whole tent trembled as though a gust of wind struck it.
The two men lay down, without undressing, upon their beds of soft
balsam boughs, cunningly arranged. Inside, all was warm and cosy, but
outside the world of crowding trees pressed close about them,
marshalling their million shadows, and smothering the little tent that
stood there like a wee white shell facing the ocean of tremendous
forest.
Between the two lonely figures within, however, there pressed
another shadow that was not a shadow from the night. It was the Shadow cast by the strange
Fear, never wholly exorcised, that had leaped suddenly upon Défago in
the middle of his singing. And Simpson, as he lay there, watching the
darkness through the open flap of the tent, ready to plunge into the
fragrant abyss of sleep, knew first that unique and profound stillness
of a primeval forest when no wind stirs . . . and when the night has
weight and substance that enters into the soul to bind a veil about
it. . . .Then sleep took him. . . .
Thus it seemed to him, at least. Yet it was true that the lap of
the water, just beyond the tent door, still beat time with his lessening
pulses when he realised that he was lying with his eyes open and that
another sound had recently introduced itself with cunning softness
between the splash and murmur of the little waves.
And, long before he understood what this sound was, it had
stirred in him the centres of pity and alarm. He listened intently,
though at first in vain, for the running blood beat all its drums too
noisily in his ears. Did it come, he wondered, from the lake, or from
the woods? . . .
Then, suddenly, with a rush and a flutter of the heart, he knew
that it was close beside him in the tent; and, when he turned over for a
better hearing, it focused itself unmistakably not two feet away. It
was a sound of weeping: Défago upon his bed of branches was sobbing in
the darkness as though his heart would break, the blankets evidently
stuffed against his mouth to stifle it.
And his first feeling, before he could think or reflect, was the
rush of a poignant and searching tenderness. This intimate, human sound,
heard amid the desolation about them, woke pity. It was so incongruous,
so pitifully incongruous—and so vain! Tears—in this vast and cruel
wilderness: of what avail? He thought of a little child crying in
mid-Atlantic. . . . Then, of course, with fuller realisation, and the
memory of what had gone before, came the descent of the terror upon him,
and his blood ran cold.
“Défago,” he whispered quickly, “what’s the matter?”
He tried to make his voice very gentle. “Are you in pain—unhappy— ?”
There was no reply, but the sounds ceased abruptly. He stretched his
hand out and touched him. The body did not stir.
“Are you awake?” for it occurred to him that the man was
crying in his sleep. “Are you cold?” He noticed that his feet, which
were uncovered, projected beyond the mouth of the tent. He spread an
extra fold of his own blankets over them. The guide had slipped down in
his bed, and the branches seemed to have been dragged with him. He was
afraid to pull the body back again, for fear of waking him.
One or two tentative questions he ventured softly, but though he
waited for several minutes there came no reply, nor any sign of
movement. Presently he heard his regular and quiet breathing, and
putting his hand again gently on the breast, felt the steady rise and
fall beneath.
“Let me know if anything’s wrong,” he whispered, “or if I
can do anything. Wake me at once if you feel—queer.”
He hardly knew quite what to say. He lay down again, thinking and
wondering what it all meant. Défago, of course, had been crying in his
sleep. Some dream or other had afflicted him. Yet never in his life
would he forget that pitiful sound of sobbing, and the feeling that the
whole awful wilderness of woods listened. . . .
His own mind busied itself for a long time with the recent
events, of which this took its
mysterious place as one, and though this reason successfully argued away
all unwelcome suggestions, a sensation of uneasiness remained, resisting
ejection, very deep-seated—peculiar beyond ordinary.
But sleep, in the long run, proves greater than all emotions.
His thoughts soon wandered again; he lay there, warm as a toast,
exceedingly weary; the night soothed and comforted, blunting the edges
of memory and alarm. Half an hour later he was oblivious of everything
in the outer world about him.
Yet sleep, in this case, was his great enemy, concealing all
approaches, smothering the warning of his nerves.
As, sometimes in a nightmare, events crowd upon each other’s
heels with a conviction of dreadfullest reality, yet some inconsistent
detail accuses the whole display of incompleteness and disguise, so
the events that now followed, though they actually happened, persuaded
the mind somehow that the detail which could explain them had been
overlooked in the confusion, and that therefore they were but partly
true, the rest delusion. At the back of the sleeper’s mind something
remains awake, ready to let slip the judgment, “All this is not quite
real; when you wake up you’ll understand.”
And thus, in a way, it was with Simpson. The events, not wholly
inexplicable or incredible in themselves, yet remain for the man who saw
and heard them a sequence of separate facts of cold horror, because the
little piece that might have made the puzzle clear lay concealed or overlooked.
So far as he can recall, it was a violent movement, running
downwards through the tent towards the door, that first woke him and
made him aware that his companion was sitting bolt upright beside
him—quivering. Hours must have passed, for it was the pale gleam of
the dawn that revealed his outline against the canvas. This time the man
was not crying; he was quaking like a leaf; the trembling he felt
plainly through the blankets down the entire length of his own body. Défago
had huddled down against him for protection, shrinking away from
something that apparently concealed itself near the door-flaps of the
little tent.
Simpson thereupon called out in a loud voice some question or
other—in the first bewilderment of waking he does not remember exactly
what—and the man made no reply. The atmosphere and feeling of true
nightmare lay horribly about him, making movement and speech both
difficult. At first, indeed, he was not sure where he was—whether in
one of the earlier camps, or at home in his bed at Aberdeen. The sense
of confusion was very troubling.
And next—almost simultaneous with his waking, it seemed—the
profound stillness of the dawn outside was shattered by a most uncommon
sound. It came without warning, or audible approach; and it was
unspeakably dreadful. It was a voice, Simpson declares, possibly a
human voice; hoarse yet plaintive—a soft, roaring voice close outside
the tent, overhead rather than upon the ground, of immense volume, while
in some strange way most penetratingly and seductively sweet. It rang
out, too, in three separate and distinct notes, or cries, that bore in
some odd fashion a resemblance, far-fetched yet recognisable, to the
name of the guide: “Dé—fa—go!”
The student admits he is
unable to describe it quite intelligently, for it was unlike any sound
he had ever heard in his life, and combined a blending of such contrary
qualities. “A sort of windy, crying voice,” he calls it, “as of
something lonely and untamed, wild and of abominable power. . . .”
And, even before it ceased, dropping back into the great gulfs of
silence, the guide beside him had sprung to his feet with an answering
though unintelligible cry. He blundered against the tent-pole with
violence, shaking the whole structure, spreading his arms out
frantically for more room, and kicking his legs impetuously free of the
clinging blankets. For a second, perhaps two, he stood upright by the
door, his outline dark against the pallor of the dawn; then, with a
furious, rushing speed, before his companion could move a hand to stop
him, he shot with a plunge through the flaps of canvas—and was gone.
And as he went—so astonishingly fast that the voice could actually
be heard dying in the distance—he called aloud in tones of anguished
terror that at the same time held something strangely like the frenzied
exultation of delight:
“Oh! oh! My feet of fire! My burning feet of fire! Oh! oh! This
height and fiery speed!”
And then the distance quickly buried it, and the deep silence of
very early morning descended upon the forest as before.
It had all come about with such rapidity that, but for the
evidence of the empty bed beside him, Simpson could almost have believed
it to have been the memory of a nightmare carried over from sleep. He
still felt the warm pressure of that vanished body against his side;
there lay the twisted blankets in a heap; the very tent yet trembled
with the vehemence of the impetuous departure. The strange words rang in
his ears, as though he still heard them in the distance—wild language
of a suddenly stricken mind. Moreover, it was not only the senses of
sight and hearing that reported uncommon things to his brain, for even
while the man cried and ran, he had become aware that a strange perfume,
faint yet pungent, pervaded the interior of the tent. And it was at this
point, it seems, brought to himself by the consciousness that his
nostrils were taking this distressing odour down into his throat, that
he found his courage, sprang quickly to his feet—and went out.
The grey light of dawn that dropped, cold and glimmering, between
the trees revealed the scene tolerably well. There stood the tent behind
him, soaked with dew; the dark ashes of the fire, still warm; the lake,
white beneath a coating of mist, the islands rising darkly out of it
like objects packed in wool; and patches of snow beyond among the
clearer spaces of the Bush—everything cold, still, waiting for the
sun. But nowhere a sign of the vanished guide— still, doubtless,
flying at frantic speed through the frozen woods. There was not even the
sound of disappearing footsteps, nor the echoes of the dying voice. He
had gone— utterly.
There was nothing; nothing but the sense of his recent presence,
so strongly left behind about the cam; and—this penetrating,
all-pervading odour.
And even this was now rapidly disappearing in its turn. In spite
of his exceeding mental perturbation, Simpson struggled hard to detect
its nature, and define it, but the ascertaining of an elusive scent, not
recognised subconsciously and at once, is a very subtle operation of the
mind. And he failed. It was gone before he could properly seize or name
it. Approximate description, even, seems to have been difficult, for it
was unlike any smell he knew. Acrid rather, not unlike the odour of a
lion, he thinks, yet softer and not wholly unpleasing, with something
almost sweet in it that reminded him of the scent of decaying garden
leaves, earth, and the myriad, nameless perfumes that make up the odour
of a big forest. Yet the “odour of lions” is the phrase with which
he usually sums it all up.
Then—it was wholly gone, and he found himself standing by the
ashes of the fire in a state of amazement and stupid terror that left
him the helpless prey of anything that chose to happen. Had a musk-rat
poked its pointed muzzle over a rock, or a squirrel scuttled in that
instant down the bark of a tree, he would most likely have collapsed
without more ado and fainted. For he felt about the whole affair the
touch somewhere of a great Outer Horror—and his scattered powers had
not as yet had time to collect themselves into a definite attitude of
fighting self-control.
Nothing did happen, however. A great kiss of wind ran softly
through the awakening forest, and a few maple leaves here and there
rustled tremblingly to earth. The sky seemed to grow suddenly much
lighter. Simpson felt the cool air upon his cheek and uncovered head;
realised that he was shivering with the cold; and, making a great
effort, realised next that he was alone in the Bush—and that he was
called upon to take immediate steps to find and succour his vanished
companion.
Make an effort, accordingly, he did, though an ill-calculated
and futile one. With that wilderness of trees about him, the sheet of
water cutting him off behind, and the horror of that wild cry in his
blood, he did what any other inexperienced man would have done in
similar bewilderment: he ran about, without any sense of direction,
like a frantic child, and called loudly without ceasing the name of the
guide:
“Défago! Défago! Défago!” he yelled, and the trees gave
him back the name as often as he shouted, only a little softened—“Défago!
Défago! Défago!”
He followed the trail that lay for a short distance across the
patches of snow, and then lost it again where the trees grew too thickly
for snow to lie. He shouted till he was hoarse, and till the sound of
his own voice in all that unanswering and listening world began to
frighten him. His confusion increased in direct ratio to the violence of
his efforts. His distress became formidably acute, till at length his
exertions defeated their own object, and from sheer exhaustion he headed
back to the camp again. It remains a wonder that he ever found his way.
It was with great difficulty, and only after numberless false clues,
that he at last saw the white tent between the trees, and so reached
safety.
Exhaustion then applied its own remedy, and he grew calmer. He
made the fire and breakfasted. Hot coffee and bacon put a little sense
and judgment into him again, and he realised that he had been behaving
like a boy. He now made another, and more successful attempt to face the
situation collectedly, and, a nature naturally plucky coming to his
assistance, he decided that he must first make as thorough a search as
possible, failing success in which, he must find his way to the home
camp as best he could and bring help.
And this was what he did. Taking food, matches and rifle with
him, and a small axe to blaze the trees against his return journey, he
set forth. It was eight o’clock when he started, the sun shining over
the tops of the trees in a sky without clouds. Pinned to a stake by the
fire he left a note in case Défago returned while he was away.
This time, according to a careful plan, he took a new direction,
intending to make a wide sweep that must sooner or later cut into
indications of the guide’s trail; and, before he had gone a quarter of
a mile he came across the tracks of a large animal in the snow, and
beside it the light and smaller tracks of what were beyond question
human feet— the feet of Défago. The relief he at once experienced was
natural, though brief; for at first sight he saw in these tracks a
simple explanation of the whole matter: these big marks had surely been
left by a bull moose that, wind against it, had blundered upon the camp,
and uttered its singular cry of warning and alarm the moment its mistake
was apparent. Défago, in whom the hunting instinct was developed to
the point of uncanny perfection, had scented the brute coming down the
wind hours before. His excitement and disappearance were due, of course,
to—to his—
Then the impossible explanation at which he grasped faded, as
common sense showed him mercilessly that none of this was true. No
guide, much less a guide like Défago, could have acted in so irrational
a way, going off even without his rifle. . . ! The whole affair
demanded a far more complicated elucidation, when he remembered the
details of it all—the cry of terror, the amazing language, the grey
face of horror when his nostrils first caught the new odour; that
muffled sobbing in the darkness, and—for this, too, now came back to
him dimly—the man’s original aversion for this particular bit of
country.
Besides, now that he examined them closer, these were not the
tracks of a moose at all! Hank had explained to him the outline of a
bull’s hoofs, of a cow’s or calf’s, too, for that matter; he had
drawn them clearly on a strip of birch bark.
And these were wholly different. They were big, round, ample, and
with no pointed outline as of sharp hoofs. He wondered for a moment
whether bear-tracks were like that. There was no other animal he could
think of, for caribou did not come so far south at this season, and,
even if they did, would leave hoof-marks.
They were ominous signs—these mysterious writings left in the
snow by the unknown creature that had lured a human being away from
safety—and when he coupled them in his imagination with that haunting
sound that broke the stillness of the dawn, a momentary dizziness shook
his mind, distressing him again beyond belief. He felt the threatening aspect of it all. And, stooping down to examine the
marks more closely, he caught a faint whiff of that sweet yet pungent
odour that made him instantly straighten up again, fighting a sensation
almost of nausea.
Then his memory played him another evil trick. He suddenly
recalled those uncovered feet projecting beyond the edge of the tent,
and the body’s appearance of having been dragged towards the opening:
the man’s shrinking from something by the door when he woke later. The
details now beat against his trembling mind with concerted attack. They
seemed to gather in those deep spaces of the silent forest about him,
where the host of trees stood waiting, listening, watching to see what
he would do. The woods were closing round him.
With the persistence of true pluck, however, Simpson went
forward, following the tracks as best he could, smothering these ugly
emotions that sought to weaken his will. He blazed innumerable trees as
he went, ever fearful of being unable to find the way back, and calling
aloud at intervals of a few seconds the name of the guide. The dull
tapping of the axe upon the massive trunks, and the unnatural accents of
his own voice became at length sounds that he even dreaded to make,
dreaded to hear. For they drew attention without ceasing to his presence
and exact whereabouts, and if it were really the case that something was
hunting himself down in the same way that he was hunting down
another—
With a strong effort, he crushed the thought out the instant it
rose. It was the beginning, he realised, of a bewilderment utterly
diabolical in kind that would speedily destroy him.
*
* *
Although the snow was not continuous, lying merely in shallow
flurries over the more open spaces, he found no difliculty in
following the tracks for the first few miles. They were straight as a
ruled line wherever the trees permitted. The stride soon began to
increase in length, till it finally assumed proportions that seemed
absolutely impossible for any ordinary animal to have made. Like huge
flying leaps they became. One of these he measured, and though he knew
that “stretch” of eighteen feet must be somehow wrong, he was at a
complete loss to understand why he found no signs on the snow between
the extreme points. But what perplexed him even more, making him feel
his vision had gone utterly awry, was that Défago’s stride increased
in the same manner, and finally covered the same incredible distances.
It looked as if the great beast had lifted him with it and carried him
across these astonishing intervals. Simpson, who was much longer in
the limb, found that he could not compass even half the stretch by
taking a running jump.
And the sight of these huge tracks, running side by side, silent
evidence of a dreadful journey in which terror or madness had urged to
impossible results, was profoundly moving. It shocked him in the secret
depths of his soul. It was the most horrible thing his eyes had ever
looked upon. He began to follow them mechanically, absent-mindedly
almost, ever peering over his shoulder to see if he, too, were being
followed by something with a gigantic tread. . . . And soon it came
about that he no longer quite realised what it was they
signified—these impressions left upon the snow by something nameless
and untamed, always accompanied by the footmarks of the little French
Canadian, his guide, his comrade, the man who had shared his tent a few
hours before, chatting, laughing, even singing by his side. . . .
For a man of his years and inexperience, only a canny Scot,
perhaps, grounded in common sense and established in logic, could have
preserved even that measure of balance that this youth somehow or other
did manage to preserve through the whole adventure. Otherwise, two
things he presently noticed, while forging pluckily ahead, must have
sent him headlong back to the comparative safety of his tent, instead of
only making his hands close more tightly upon the rifle-stock, while his
heart, trained for the Wee Kirk, sent a wordless prayer winging its way
to heaven. Both tracks, he saw, had undergone a change, and this change,
so far as it concerned the footsteps of the man, was in some
undecipherable manner—appalling.
It was in the bigger tracks he first noticed this, and for a long
time he could not quite believe his eyes. Was it the blown leaves that
produced odd effects of light and shade, or that the dry snow, drifting
like finely-ground rice about the edges, cast shadows and high lights?
Or was it actually the fact that the great marks had become faintly
coloured? For round about the deep, plunging holes of the animal there
now appeared a mysterious, reddish tinge that was more like an effect of
light than of anything that dyed the substance of the snow itself. Every
mark had it, and had it increasingly—this indistinct fiery tinge that
painted a new touch of ghastliness into the picture.
But when, wholly unable to explain or credit it, he turned his
attention to the other tracks to discover if they, too, bore similar
witness, he noticed that these had meanwhile undergone a change that
was infinitely worse, and charged with far more horrible suggestion.
For, in the last hundred yards or so, he saw that they had grown
gradually into the semblance of the parent tread. Imperceptibly the
change had come about, yet unmistakably. It was hard to see where the
change first began. The result, however, was beyond question. Smaller,
neater, more cleanly modelled, they formed now an exact and careful
duplicate of the larger tracks beside them. The feet that produced them
had, therefore, also changed. And something in his mind reared up with
loathing and with terror as he saw it.
Simpson, for the first time, hesitated; then, ashamed of his
alarm and indecision, took a few hurried steps ahead; the next instant
stopped dead in his tracks. Immediately in front of him all signs of the
trail ceased; both tracks came to an abrupt end. On all sides, for a
hundred yards and more, he searched in vain for the least indication of
their continuance. There was—nothing.
The trees were very thick just there, big trees all of them,
spruce, cedar, hemlock; there was no underbrush. He stood, looking about
him, all distraught; bereft of any power of judgment. Then he set
to
work again, and again, and yet again, but always with the same
result: nothing. The feet that
printed the surface of the snow thus far had now, apparently, left the
ground!
And it was in that moment of distress and confusion that the whip
of terror laid its most nicely calculated lash about his heart. It
dropped with deadly effect upon the sorest spot of all, completely
unnerving him. He had been secretly dreading all the time that it would
come—and come it did.
Far overhead, muted by great height and distance, strangely
thinned and wailing, he heard the crying voice of Défago, the guide.
The sound dropped upon him out of that still, wintry sky with an
effect of dismay and terror unsurpassed. The rifle fell to his feet. He
stood motionless an instant, listening as it were with his whole body,
then staggered back against the nearest tree for support, disorganised
hopelessly in mind and spirit. To him, in that moment, it seemed the
most shattering and dislocating experience he had ever known, so that
his heart emptied itself of all feeling whatsoever as by a sudden
draught.
“Oh! oh! This fiery height! Oh, my feet of fire! My burning
feet of fire. . .!” ran in far, beseeching accents of indescribable
appeal this voice of anguish down the sky. Once it called—then silence
through all the listening wilderness of trees.
And Simpson, scarcely knowing what he did, presently found
himself running wildly to and fro, searching, calling, tripping over
roots and boulders, and flinging himself in a frenzy of undirected
pursuit after the Caller. Behind the screen of memory and emotion with
which experience veils events, he plunged, distracted and half-deranged,
picking up false lights like a ship at sea, terror in his eyes and heart
and soul. For the Panic of the Wilderness had called to him in that far
voice—the Power of untamed Distance—the Enticement of the Desolation
that destroys. He knew in that moment all the pains of someone
hopelessly and irretrievably lost, suffering the lust and travail of a
soul in the final Loneliness. A vision of Défago, eternally hunted,
driven and pursued across the skiey vastness of those ancient forests
fled like a flame across the dark ruin of his thoughts. . . .
It seemed ages before he could find anything in the chaos of his
disorganised sensations to which he could anchor himself steady for a
moment, and think. . . .
The cry was not repeated; his own hoarse calling brought no
response; the inscrutable forces of the Wild had summoned their victim
beyond recall—and held him fast.
*
* *
Yet he searched and called, it seems, for hours afterwards, for
it was late in the afternoon when at length he decided to abandon a
useless pursuit and return to his camp on the shores of Fifty Island
Water. Even then he went with reluctance, that crying voice still
echoing in his ears. With difficulty he found his rifle and the
homeward trail. The concentration necessary to follow the badly blazed
trees, and a biting hunger that gnawed, helped to keep his mind steady.
Otherwise, he admits, the temporary aberration he had suffered might
have been prolonged to the point of positive disaster. Gradually the
ballast shifted back again, and he regained something that approached
his normal equilibrium.
But for all that the journey through the gathering dusk was
miserably haunted. He heard innumerable following footsteps; voices that
laughed and whispered; and saw figures crouching behind trees and
boulders, making signs to one another for a concerted attack the moment
he had passed. The creeping murmur of the wind made him start and
listen. He went stealthily, trying to hide where possible, and making
as little sound as he could. The shadows of the woods, hitherto
protective or covering merely, had now become menacing, challenging; and
the pageantry in his frightened mind masked a host of possibilities that
were all the more ominous for being obscure. The presentiment of a
nameless doom lurked ill-concealed behind every detail of what had
happened.
It was really admirable how he emerged victor in the end; men of
riper powers and experience might have come through the ordeal with less
success. He had himself tolerably well in hand, all things considered,
and his plan of action proves it. Sleep being absolutely out of the
question, and travelling an unknown trail in the darkness equally
impracticable, he sat up the whole of that night, rifle in hand, before
a fire he never for a single moment allowed to die down. The severity of
the haunted vigil marked his soul for life; but it was successfully
accomplished; and with the very first signs of dawn he set forth upon
the long return journey to the home-camp to get help. As before, he left
a written note to explain his absence, and to indicate where he had left
a plentiful cache of food and matches—though he had no expectation that any
human hands would find them!
How Simpson found his way alone by lake and forest might well
make a story in itself, for to hear him tell it is to know
the passionate loneliness of soul that a man can feel when the
Wilderness holds him in the hollow of its illimitable hand—and
laughs. It is also to admire his indomitable pluck.
He claims no skill, declaring that he followed the almost
invisible trail mechanically, and without thinking. And this, doubtless,
is the truth. He relied upon the guiding of the unconscious mind, which
is instinct. Perhaps, too, some sense of orientation, known to animals
and primitive men, may have helped as well, for through all that tangled
region he succeeded in reaching the exact spot where Défago had hidden
the canoe nearly three days before with the remark,
“Strike doo west across the lake into the sun to find the
camp.”
There was not much sun left to guide him, but he used his compass
to the best of his ability, embarking in the frail craft for the last
twelve miles of his journey with a sensation of immense relief that the
forest was at last behind him. And, fortunately, the water was calm; he
took his line across the centre of the lake instead of coasting round
the shores for another twenty miles. Fortunately, too, the other hunters
were back. The light of their fires furnished a steering-point without
which he might have searched all night long for the actual position of
the camp.
It was close upon midnight all the same when his canoe grated on
the sandy cove, and Hank, Punk and his uncle, disturbed in their sleep
by his cries, ran quickly down and helped a very exhausted and broken
specimen of Scotch humanity over the rocks towards a dying fire.
The sudden entrance of his prosaic uncle into this world of
wizardry and horror that had haunted him without interruption now for
two days and two nights, had the immediate effect of giving to the
affair an entirely new aspect. The sound of that crisp “Hulloa, my
boy! And what’s up now?” and the grasp of
that dry and vigorous hand introduced another standard of judgment. A
revulsion of feeling washed through him. He realised that he had let
himself “go” rather badly. He even felt vaguely ashamed of himself.
The native hard-headedness of his race reclaimed him.
And this doubtless explains why he found it so hard to tell that
group round the fire—everything. He told enough, however, for the
immediate decision to be arrived at that a relief party must start at
the earliest possible moment, and that Simpson, in order to guide it
capably, must first have food and, above all, sleep. Dr. Cathcart
observing the lad’s condition more shrewdly than his patient knew,
gave him a very slight injection of morphine. For six hours he slept
like the dead.
From the description carefully written out afterwards by this
student of divinity, it appears that the account he gave to the
astonished group omitted sundry vital and important details, He declares
that, with his uncle’s wholesome, matter-of-fact countenance staring
him in the face, he simply had not the courage to mention them. Thus,
all the search-party gathered, it would seem, was that Défago had
suffered in the night an acute and inexplicable attack of mania, had
imagined himself “called” by someone or something, and had plunged
into the Bush after it without food or rifle, where he must die a
horrible and lingering death by cold arid starvation unless he could be
found and rescued in rime. “In time”, moreover, meant “at once”.
In the course of the following day, however—they were off by
seven, leaving Punk in charge with instructions to have food and fire
always ready—Simpson found it possible to tell his uncle a good deal
more of the story’s true inwardness, without divining that it was
drawn out of him as a matter of fact by a very subtle form of
cross-examination. By the time they reached the beginning of the trail,
where the canoe was laid up against the return journey, he had mentioned
how Défago spoke vaguely of “something he called a ‘Wendigo’”; how he cried in his
sleep; how he imagined an unusual scent about the camp; and had betrayed
other symptoms of mental excitement. He also admitted the bewildering
effect of “that extraordinary odour” upon himself, “pungent and
acrid like the odour of lions”. And by the time they were within an
easy hour of Fifty Island Water he had let slip the further fact—a
foolish avowal of his own hysterical condition, as he felt
afterwards—that he had heard the vanished guide call “for help”.
He omitted the singular phrases used, for he simply could not bring
himself to repeat the preposterous language. Also, while describing how
the man’s footsteps in the snow had gradually assumed an exact
miniature likeness of the animal’s plunging tracks, he left out the
fact that they measured a wholly incredible
distance. It seemed a question, nicely balanced between individual
pride and honesty, what he should reveal and what suppress. He mentioned
the fiery tinge in the snow, for instance, yet shrank from telling that
body and bed had been partly dragged out of the tent. . . .
With the net result that Dr. Cathcart, adroit psychologist that
he fancied himself to be, had assured him clearly enough exactly where
his mind, influenced by loneliness, bewilderment and terror, had yielded
to the strain and invited delusion. While praising his conduct, he
managed at the same time to point out where, when, and how his mind had
gone astray. He made his nephew think himself finer than he was by
judicious praise, yet more foolish than he was by minimising the value
of his evidence. Like many another materialist, that is, he lied
cleverly on the basis of insufficient knowledge, because
the knowledge supplied seemed to his own particular intelligence
inadmissible.
“The spell of these terrible solitudes,” he said, “ cannot
leave any mind untouched, any mind, that is, possessed of the higher
imaginative qualities. It has worked upon yours exactly as it worked
upon my own when I was your age. The animal that haunted your little
camp was undoubtedly a moose, for the ‘belling’ of a moose may have,
sometimes, a very peculiar quality of sound. The coloured appearance of
the big tracks was obviously a defect of vision in your own eyes
produced by excitement. The size and stretch of the tracks we shall
prove when we come to them. But the hallucination of an audible voice,
of course, is one of the commonest forms of delusion due to mental
excitement— an excitement, my dear boy, perfectly excusable, and, let
me add, wonderfully controlled by you under the circumstances. For the
rest, I am bound to say, you have acted with a splendid courage, for the
terror of feeling oneself lost in this wilderness is nothing short of
awful, and, had I been in your place, I don’t for a moment believe I
could have behaved with one quarter of your wisdom and decision. The
only thing I find it uncommonly difficult to explain is— that—damned
odour.”
“It made me feel sick, I assure you,” declared his nephew,
“positively dizzy!” His uncle’s attitude of calm omniscience,
merely because he knew more psychological formulæ, made him slightly
defiant. It was so easy to be wise in the explanation of an experience
one has not personally witnessed. “A kind of desolate and terrible
odour is the only way I can describe it,” he concluded, glancing at
the features of the quiet, unemotional man beside him.
“I can only marvel,” was the reply, “that under the circumstances
it did not seem to you even worse.” The dry words, Simpson knew,
hovered between the truth, and his uncle’s interpretation of “the
truth”.
*
* *
And so at last they came to the little camp and found the tent
still standing, the remains of the fire, and the piece of paper pinned
to a stake beside it—untouched. The cache, poorly contrived by inexperienced hands, however, had been
discovered and opened—by musk rats, mink and squirrel. The matches lay
scattered about the opening. but the food had been taken to the last
crumb.
“Well, fellers, he ain’t here,” exclaimed Hank loudly after
his fashion, “and that’s as sartain as the coal supply down below!
But whar he’s got to by this time is ’bout as onsartain as the trade
in crowns in t’other place.” The presence of a divinity student
was no barrier to his language at such a time, though for the reader’s
sake it may be severely edited. “I propose,” he added, “that we
start out at once an’ hunt for’m like hell!”
The gloom of Défago’s probable fate oppressed the whole party
with a sense of dreadful gravity the moment they saw the familiar signs
of recent occupancy. Especially the tent. with the bed of balsam
branches still smoothed and flattened by the pressure of his body,
seemed to bring his presence near to them. Simpson, feeling vaguely as
if his word were somehow at stake, went about explaining particulars in
a hushed tone. He was much calmer now, though over-wearied with the
strain of his many journeys. His uncle’s method of
explaining—“explaining away”, rather—the details still fresh in
his haunted memory helped, too, to put ice upon his emotions.
“And that’s the direction he ran off in,” he said to his
two companions, pointing in the direction where the guide had vanished
that morning in the grey dawn. “Straight down there he ran like a
deer, in between the birch and the hemlock. . .
Hank and Dr. Cathcart exchanged glances.
“And it was about two miles down there, in a straight line,”
continued the other, speaking with something of the former terror in his
voice, “that I followed his trail to the place where—it
stopped—dead!”
“And where you heered him callin’ an’ caught the stench,
an’ all the rest of the wicked entertainment,” cried Hank, with a
volubility that betrayed his keen distress.
“And where your excitement overcame you to the point of
producing illusions,” added Dr. Cathcart under his breath, yet not so
low that his nephew did not hear it.
*
* *
It
was early in the afternoon, for they had travelled quickly, and there
were still a good two hours of daylight left. Dr. Cathcart and Hank lost
no time in beginning the search, but Simpson was too exhausted to
accompany them. They would follow the blazed marks on the trees, and
where possible, his footsteps. Meanwhile the best thing he could do was
to keep a good fire going, and rest.
But after something like three hours’ search, the darkness
already down, the two men returned to camp with nothing to report. Fresh
snow had covered all signs, and though they had followed the blazed
trees to the spot where Simpson had turned back, they had not
discovered the smallest indications of a human being—or, for that
matter, of an animal. There were no fresh tracks of any kind; the snow
lay undisturbed.
It was difficult to know what was best to do, though in reality
there was nothing more they could do. They might stay and search for weeks without much chance
of success. The fresh snow destroyed their only hope, and they gathered
round the fire for supper, a gloomy and despondent party. The facts,
indeed, were sad enough, for Défago had a wife at Rat Portage, and his
earnings were the family’s sole means of support.
Now that the whole truth in all its ugliness was out, it seemed
useless to deal in further disguise or pretence. They talked openly of
the facts and probabilities. It was not the first time, even in the
experience of Dr. Cathcart, that a man had yielded to the singular
seduction of the Solitudes and gone out of his mind; Défago, moreover,
was pre disposed to something of the sort, for he already had the
touch of melancholia in his blood, and his fibre was weakened by bouts
of drinking that often lasted for weeks at a time. Something on this
trip—one might never know precisely what—had sufficed to push him
over the line, that was all. And he had gone, gone off into the great
wil