Binovitch had the bird in
him somewhere: in his features, certainly, with his piercing eye and
hawk-like nose; in his movements, with his quick way of flitting,
hopping, darting; in the way he perched on the edge of a chair; in the
manner he pecked at his food; in his twittering, high-pitched voice as
well; and, above all, in his airy, flashing mind. He skimmed all
subjects and picked their heart out neatly, as a bird skims lawn or air
to snatch its prey. He had the bird’s-eye view of everything. He loved
birds and understood them instinctively; could imitate their whistling
notes with astonishing accuracy. Their one quality he had not was poise
and balance. He was a nervous little man; he was neurasthenic. And he
was in Egypt by doctor’s orders.
Such imaginative, unnecessary ideas he had! Such
uncommon beliefs!
‘The old Egyptians,’ he said laughingly yet
with a touch of solemn conviction in his manner, ‘were a great people.
Their consciousness was different from ours. The bird idea, for
instance, conveyed a sense of deity to them—of bird deity, that
is: they had sacred birds—hawks, ibis, and so forth—and
worshipped them.’ And he put his tongue out as though to saywith
challenge, ‘Ha, ha!’
‘They also worshipped cats and crocodiles and
cows,’ grinned Palazov. Binovitch seemed to dart across the table at
his adversary. His eyes flashed; his nose pecked the air. Almost one
could imagine the beating of his angry wings.
‘Because
everything alive,’ he half screamed, ‘was a symbol of some spiritual
power to them. Your mind is as literal as a dictionary and as
incoherent. Pages of ink without connected meaning! Verb always in the
infinitive! If you were an old Egyptian, you—you’—he flashed and
spluttered, his tongue shot out again, his keen eyes blazed—‘you
would take all those words and spin them into a great interpretation of
life, a cosmic romance, as they did. Instead, you get the bitter, dead
taste of ink in your mouth, and spit it over us—like that’—he made
a quick movement of his whole body as a bird that shakes itself—‘in
empty phrases.’
Khilkoff
ordered another bottle of champagne, while Vera, his sister, said half
nervously, ‘Let’s go for a drive: it’s moonlight.’ There was
enthusiasm at once. Another of the party called the head waiter and told
him to pack food and drink in baskets. It was only eleven o’clock.
They would drive out into the desert, have a meal at two in the morning,
tell stories, sing, and see the dawn.
It
was in one of those cosmopolitan hotels in Egypt which attract the
ordinary tourists as well as those who are doing a ‘cure,’ and all
these Russians were ill with one thing or another. All were ordered out
for their health, and all were the despair of their doctors. They were
as unmanageable as a bazaar and as incoherent. Excess and bed were their
routine. They lived, but none of them got better. Equally, none of them
got angry. They talked in this strange personal way without a shred of
malice or offence. The English, French, and Germans in the hotel watched
them with remote amazement, referring to them as ‘that Russian lot’.
Their energy was elemental. They never stopped. They merely disappeared
when the pace became too fast, then reappeared after a day or two, and
resumed their ‘living’ as before. Binovitch, despite his neurasthenia,
was the life of the party. He was also a special patient of Dr.
Plitzinger, the famous psychiatrist, who took a peculiar interest in his
case. It was not surprising. Binovitch was a man of unusual ability and
of genuine, deep culture. But there was something more about him that
stimulated curiosity. There was this striking originality. He said and
did surprising things.
‘I
could fly if I wanted to,’ he said once when the airmen came to
astonish the natives with their biplanes over the desert, ‘but without
all that machinery and noise. It’s only a question of believing and
understanding—’
‘Show
us!’ they cried. ‘Let’s see you fly!’
‘He’s
got it! He’s off again! One of his impossible, delightful moments!’
These
occasions when Binovitch let himself go always proved wildly
entertaining. He said monstrously incredible things as though he really
believed them. They loved his madness, for it gave them new sensations.
‘It’s
only levitation, after all, this flying,’ he exclaimed, shooting out
his tongue between the words, as his habit was when excited; ‘and what
is levitation but a power of the air? None of you can hang an orange in
space for a second, with all your scientific knowledge; but the moon is
always levitated perfectly. And the stars. D’you think they swing on
wires? What raised the enormous stones of ancient Egypt? D’you really
believe it was heaped-up sand and ropes and clumsy leverage and all our
weary and laborious mechanical contrivances? Bah! It was levitation.
It was the powers of the air. Believe in those powers, and gravity
becomes a mere nursery trick—true where it is, but true nowhere else. To know the fourth dimension is to
step out of a locked room and appear instantly on the roof or in another
country altogether. To know the powers of the air, similarly, is to
annihilate what you call weight—and fly.’
‘Show
us, show us!’ thy cried, roaring with delighted laughter.
‘It’s
a question of belief,’ he repeated, his tongue appearing and
disappearing like a pointed shadow. ‘It’s in the heart; the power of
the air gets into your whole being. Why should I show you? Why should I
ask my deity to persuade your scoffing little minds by any mirade? For
it is deity, I tell you, and nothing else. I know it. Follow one
idea like that, as I follow my bird-idea—follow it with the
impetus and undeviating concentration of a projectile—and you arrive
at power. You know deity—the bird-idea of deity, that is. They
knew that. The old Egyptians knew it.’
‘Oh
show us, show us!’ they shouted impatiently, wearied of his
nonsense-talk. ‘Get up and fly! Levitate yourself, as they did! Become
a star!’
Binovitch
turned suddenly very pale, and an odd light shone in his keen brown
eyes. He rose slowly from the edge of the chair where he was perched.
Something about him changed. There was silence instantly.
‘I
will show you,’ he said
calmly, to their intense amazement; not to convince your disbelief, but
to prove it to myself. For the powers of the air are with me here. I
believe. And Horus, great falcon-headed symbol, is my patron god.’
The
suppressed energy in his voice and manner was indescribable. There was
a sense of lifting, upheaving power about him. He raised his arms; his
face turned upward; he inflated his lungs with a deep, long breath, and
his voice broke Into a kind of singing cry, half prayer, half chant:
‘O Horus,
Bright-eyed deity of wind,
Feather
my soul
Through earth’s thick air,
To know thy awful swiftness—’
He
broke off suddenly. He climbed lightly and swiftly upon the nearest
table—it was in a deserted card-room, after a game in which he had
lost more pounds than there are days in the year—and leaped into the
air. He hovered a second, spread his arms and legs in space, appeared to
float a moment—then buckled, rushed down and forward, and dropped in a
heap upon the floor, while everyone roared with laughter.
But
the laughter died out quickly, for there was something in his wild
performance that was peculiar and unusual. It was uncanny, not quite
natural. His body had seemed, as with Mordkin and Nijinski, literally to
hang upon the air a moment. For a second he gave the distressing
impression of overcoming gravity. There was a touch in it of that faint
horror which appals by its very vagueness. He picked himself up unhurt,
and his face was as grave as a portrait in the Academy, but with a new
expression in it that everybody noticed with this strange, half-shocked
amazement. And it was this expression that extinguished the claps of
laughter as wind takes away the sound of bells. Like many ugly men, he
was an inimitable actor, and his facial repertory was endless and
incredible. But this was neither acting nor clever manipulation of
expressive features. There was something in his curious Russian
physiognomy that made the heart beat slower. And that was why the
laughter died away so suddenly.
‘You
ought to have flown farther,’ cried someone. It expressed what all
had felt.
‘Icarus
didn’t drink champagne,’ another replied, with a laugh; but nobody
laughed with him.
‘You
went too near to Vera,’ said Palazov, ‘and passion melted the
wax.’ But his face twitched oddly as he said it. There was something
he did not understand, and so heartily disliked.
The
strange expression on the features deepened. It was arresting in a
disagreeable, almost in a horrible way. The talk stopped dead; all
stared; there was a feeling of dismay in everybody’s heart, yet
unexplained. Some lowered their eyes, or else looked stupidly elsewhere;
but the women of the party felt a kind of fascination. Vera, in
particular, could not move her sight away. The joking reference to his
passionate admiration for her passed unnoticed. There was a general
and individual sense of shock. And a chorus of whispers rose
instantly:
‘Look
at Binovitch! What’s happened to his face?’
‘He’s
changed—he’s changing!’
‘God!
Why he looks like a—bird!’
But
no one laughed. Instead, they chose the names of birds—hawk, eagle,
even owl. The figure of a man leaning against the edge of the door,
watching them closely, they did not notice. He had been passing down the
corridor, had looked in unobserved, and then had paused. He had seen the
whole performance. He watched Binovitch narrowly now with calm,
discerning eyes. It was Dr. Plitzinger, the great psychiatrist.
For
Binovitch had picked himself up from the floor in a way that was oddly
self-possessed, and precluded the least possibility of the ludicrous. He
looked neither foolish nor abashed. He looked surprised, but also he
looked half angry and half frightened. As someone had said, he ‘ought
to have flown farther.’ That was the incredible impression his acrobatics
had produced—incredible, yet somehow actual. This uncanny idea
prevailed, as at a séance where nothing genuine is expected to happen,
and something genuine, after all, does happen. There was no pretence in
this: Binovitch had flown.
And
now he stood there, white in the face—with terror and with anger
white. He looked extraordinary, this little, neurasthenic Russian, but
he looked at the same time half terrific. Another thing, not commonly
experienced by men, was in him, breaking out of him, affecting directly
the minds of his companions. His mouth opened; blood and fury shone
in his blazing eyes; his tongue shot out like an ant-eater’s, though
even in this the comic had no place. His arms were spread like flapping
wings, and his voice rose poignantly:
‘He
failed me, he failed me!’ he tried to shout. ‘Horus, my
falcon-headed deity, my power of the air, deserted me! Hell take him!
Hell burn his wings and blast his piercing sight! Hell scorch him into
dust for his false prophecies! I curse him—I curse Horus!’
The
voice that should have roared across the silent room emitted, instead,
this high-pitched, bird-like scream. The added touch of sound, the
reality it lent, was ghastly. Yet it was marvellously done and acted.
The entire thing was a bit of instantaneous inspiration—his voice, his
words, his gestures, his whole wild appearance. Only—here was the
reality that caused the sense of shock—the expression on his altered
features was genuine. That was not assumed. There was something new and alien in him,
something cold and difficult to human life, something alert and swift
and cruel, of another element than earth. A strange, rapacious grandeur
had leaped upon the struggling features. The face looked hawklike.
And
he came forward suddenly and sharply toward Vera, whose fixed, staring
eyes had never once ceased to watch him with a kind of anxious yet eager
fascination. She was both drawn and beaten back. Binovitch advanced on
tiptoe. No doubt he still was acting, still pretending this mad nonsense
that he worshipped Horus, the falcon-headed deity of forgotten days, and
that Horus had failed him in his hour of need; but somehow there was
just a hint of too much reality in the way he moved and looked. The
girl, a little creature, with fluffy golden hair, opened her lips; her
cigarette fell to the floor; she shrank back; she looked for a moment
like some smaller, coloured bird trying to escape from a great pursuing
hawk; she screamed. Binovitch, his arms wide, his bird-like face thrust
forward, had swooped upon her. He leaped. Almost he caught her.
No
one could say exactly what happened. Play, become suddenly and
unexpectedly too real, confuses the emotions. The change of key was
swift. From fun to terror is a dislocating jolt upon the mind.
Someone—it was Khilkoff, the brother—upset a chair; everybody spoke
at once; everybody stood up. An unaccountable feeling of disaster was in
the air, as with those drinkers’ quarrels that blaze out from nothing,
and end in a pistol-shot and death, no one able to explain clearly how
it came about. It was the silent, watching figure in the doorway who
saved the situation. Before anyone had noticed his approach, there he
was among the group, laughing, talking, applauding—between Binovitch
and Vera. He was vigorously patting his patient on the back, and his
voice rose easily above the general clamour. He was a strong, quiet
personality; even in his laughter there was authority. And his laughter
now was the only sound in the room, as though by his mere presence peace
and harmony were restored. Confidence came with him. The noise subsided;
Vera was in her chair again. Khilkoff poured out a glass of wine for the
great man.
‘The
Czar!’ said Plitzinger, sipping his champagne, while all stood up,
delighted with his compliment and tact. ‘And to your opening night
with the Russian ballet,’ he added quickly a second toast, ‘or to
your first performance at the Moscow Théâtre des Arts!’ Smiling
significantly, he glanced at Binovitch; he clinked glasses with him.
Their arms were already linked, but it was Palazov who noticed that the
doctor’s fingers seemed rather tight upon the creased black coat. All
drank, looking with laughter, yet with a touch of respect, toward
Binovitch, who stood there dwarfed beside the stalwart Austrian, and
suddenly as meek and subdued as any mole. Apparently the abrupt change
of key had taken his mind successfully off something else.
‘Of
course—“The Fire-Bird.”’ exclaimed the little man, mentioning
the famous Russian ballet. ‘The very thing!’ he exclaimed. ‘For us,’
he added, looking with devouring eyes at Vera. He was greatly
pleased. He began talking vociferously about dancing and the rationale
of dancing. They told him he was an undiscovered master. He was
delighted. He winked at Vera and touched her glass again with his.
‘We’ll make our debut together,’ he cried. ‘We’ll begin at
Covent Garden, in London. I’ll design the dresses and the posters
‘The Hawk and the Dove!’ Magnifique!
I in dark grey, and you in blue and gold! Ah, dancing, you know, is
sacred. The little self is lost, absorbed. It is ecstasy, it is divine.
And dancing in air— the passion of the birds and stars—ah I they are
the movements of the gods. You know deity that way—by living it.’
He
went on and on. His entire being had shifted with a leap upon this new
subject. The idea of realising divinity by dancing it absorbed him. The
party discussed it with him as though nothing else existed in the world,
all sitting now and talking eagerly together. Vera took the cigarette he
offered her, lighting it from his own; their fingers touched; he was as
harmless and normal as a retired diplomat in a drawing room. But it was
Plitzinger whose subtle manoeuvring had accomplished the change so
cleverly, and it was Plitzinger who presently suggested a game of
billiards, and led him off, full now of a fresh enthusiasm for cannons,
balls, and pockets, into another room. They departed arm in arm,
laughing and talking together.
Their
departure, it seemed, made no great difference at first. Vera’s eyes
watched him out of sight, then turned to listen to Baron Minski, who was
describing with gusto how he caught wolves alive for coursing purposes.
The speed and power of the wolf, he said, was impossible to realise; the
force of their awful leap, the strength of their teeth, which could bite
through metal stirrup-fastenings. He showed a scar on his arm and
another on his lip. He was telling truth, and everybody listened with
deep interest. The narrative lasted perhaps the minutes or more, when
Minski abruptly stopped. He had come to an end; he looked about him; he
saw his glass, and emptied it. There was a general pause. Another
subject did not at once present itself. Sighs were heard; several
fidgeted; fresh cigarettes were lighted. But there was no sign of
boredom, for where one or two Russians are gathered together there is
always life. They produce gaiety and enthusiasm as wind produces
waves. Like great children, they plunge wholeheartedly into whatever
interest presents itself at the moment. There is a kind of uncouth
gambolling in their way of taking life. It seems as if they are always
fighting that deep, underlying, national sadness which creeps into their
very blood.
‘Midnight!’
then exclaimed Palazov, abruptly, looking at his watch; and the others
fell instantly to talking about that watch, admiring it and asking
questions. For the moment that very ordinary timepiece became the centre
of observation. Palazov mentioned the price. ‘It never stops,’ he
said proudly, ‘not even under water’. He looked up at everybody,
challenging admiration. And he told how, at a country house, he made a
bet that he would swim to a certain island in the lake, and won the bet.
He and a girl were the winners, but as it was a horse they had bet, he
got nothing out of it for himself, giving the horse to her. It was a
genuine grievance in him. One felt he could have cried as he spoke of
it. ‘But the watch went all the time,’ he said delightedly, holding
the gunmetal object in his hand to show, ‘and I was twelve minutes in
the water with my clothes on.’
Yet
this fragmentary talk was nothing but pretence. The sound of clicking
billiard-balls was audible from the room at the end of the corridor.
There was another pause. The pause, however, was intentional. It was not
vacuity of mind or absence of ideas that caused it. There was another
subject, an unfinished subject, that each member of the group was still
considering. Only no one cared to begin about it, till at last, unable
to resist the strain any longer, Palazov turned to Khilkoff, who was
saying he would take a ‘whisky-soda,’ as the champagne was too
sweet, and whispered something beneath his breath; whereupon Khilkoff,
forgetting his drink, glanced at his sister, shrugged his shoulders, and
made a curious grimace. ‘He’s all right now’—his reply was just
audible—‘he’s with Plitzinger.’ He cocked his head sidewise to
indicate that the clicking of the billiard-balls still was going on.
The
subject was out: all turned their heads; voices hummed and buzzed;
questions were asked and answered or half answered; eyebrows were
raised, shoulders shrugged, hands spread out expressively. There came
into the atmosphere a feeling of presentiment, of mystery, of things
half understood; primitive, buried instinct stirred a little, the kind
of racial dread of vague emotions that might gain the upper had if
encouraged. They shrank from looking something in the face, while yet
this unwelcome influence drew closer round them all. They discussed
Binovitch and his astonishing performance. Pretty little Vera listened
with large and troubled eyes, though saying nothing. The Arab waiter had
put out the lights in the corridor, and only a solitary cluster burned
now above their heads, leaving their faces in shadow. In the distance
the clicking of the billiard-balls still continued.
‘It
was not play; it was real,’ exclaimed Minski vehemently. ‘I can
catch wolves,’ he blurted; ‘but birds—ugh!—and human birds!’
He was half inarticulate. He had witnessed something he could not
understand, and it had touched instinctive terror in him. ‘It was the
way he leaped that put the wolf first into my mind, only it was not a
wolf at all.’ The others agreed and disagreed. ‘It was play at
first, but it was reality at the end,’ another whispered; ‘and it
was no animal he mimicked, but a bird, and a bird of prey at that!’
Vera
thrilled. In the Russian woman hides that touch of savagery which loves
to be caught, mastered, swept helplessly away, captured utterly and
deliciously by the one strong enough to do it thoroughly. She left her
chair and sat down beside an older woman in the party, who took her arm
quietly at once. Her little face wore a perplexed expression, mournful,
yet somehow wild. It was clear that Binovitch was not indifferent to
her.
‘It’s
become an idée fixe with
him,’ this older woman said. ‘The bird-idea lives in his mind. He
lives it in his imagination. Ever since that time at Edfu, when he
pretended to worship the great stone flacons outside the temple—the
Horus figures— he’s been full of it.’ She stopped. The way
Binovitch had behaved at Edfu was better left unmentioned at the
moment, perhaps. A slight shiver ran round the listening group, each one
waiting for someone else to focus their emotion, and so explain it by
saying the convincing thing. Only no one ventured. Then Vera abruptly
gave a little jump.
‘Hark!’
she exclaimed, in a staccato whisper, speaking for the first time. She
sat bolt upright. She was listening. ‘Hark!’ she repeated. ‘There
it is again, but nearer than before. It’s coming closer. I hear it.’
She trembled. Her voice, her manner, above all her great staring eyes,
startled everybody. No one spoke for several seconds; all listened. The
halls and corridors lay in darkness, and gloom was over the big hotel.
Everybody was in bed. But the clicking of the billiard-balls had ceased.
‘Hear
what?’ asked the older woman soothingly, yet with a perceptible quaver
in her voice, too. She was aware that the girl’s hand tightened upon
her arm.
‘Do
you not hear it, too?’ the girl whispered.
All
listened without speaking. All watched her paling face. Something
wonderful, yet half incomprehensible, seemed in the air about them.
There was a dull murmur, audible, faint, remote, its direction hard to
tell. It had come suddenly from nowhere. They shivered. That strange
racial thrill again passed into the group, unwelcome, unexplained. It
was aboriginal; it belonged to the unconscious primitive mind, half
childish, half terrifying.
‘What
do you hear?’ her brother asked angrily—the irritable anger of
nervous fear.
‘When
he came at me,’ she answered very low, ‘I heard it first. I hear it
now again. Listen! He’s coming.’
And
at that minute, out of the dark mouth of the corridor, emerged two human
figures, Plitzinger and Binovitch. Their game was over; they were going
up to bed. They passed the open door of the card-room. But Binovitch was
being half dragged, half restrained, for he was apparently attempting to
run down the passage with flying, dancing leaps. He bounded. It was like
a huge bird trying to rise for flight, while his companion kept him
down by force upon the earth. As they entered the strip of light,
Plitzinger changed his own position, placing himself swiftly between his
companion and the group in the dark corner of the room. He hurried
Binovitch along as though he sheltered him from view. They passed into
the shadows down the passage. They disappeared. And everyone looked
significantly, questioningly at his neighbour, though at first saying
no word. It seemed that a curious disturbance of the air had followed
them audibly.
Vera
was the first to open her lips. ‘You heard it then,’
she said breathlessly, her face whiter than the ceiling.
‘Damn!’
exclaimed her brother furiously. ‘It was wind against the outside
walls—wind in the desert. The sand is driving.’
Vera
looked at him. She shrank closer against the side of the older woman,
whose arm was tight about her.
‘It
was not wind,’ she whispered
simply.
She
paused. All waited uneasily for the completion of her sentence. They
stared into her face like peasants who expected a miracle.
‘Wings,’
she whispered. ‘It was the sound of wings.’
And
at four o’clock in the morning, when they all returned exhausted from
their excursion into the desert, little Binovitch was sleeping soundly
and peacefully in his bed. They passed his door on tiptoe. But he did
not hear them. He was dreaming. His spirit was at Edfu, experiencing
with that ancient diety who was master of all flying life those strange
enjoyments upon which his own troubled human heart was passionately set.
Safe with that mighty falcon whose powers his lips had scorned a few
hours before, his soul, released in vivid dream, went sweetly flying. It
was amazing, it was gorgeous. He shimmed the Nile at lightning speed.
Dashing down headlong from the height of the great Pyramid, he chased
with faultless accuracy a little dove that sought vainly to hide from
his terrific pursuit beneath the palm trees. For what he loved must
worship where he worshipped, and the majesty of those tremendous
effigies had fired his imagination to the creative point where
expression was imperative.
Then
suddenly, at the very moment of delicious capture, the dream turned
horrible, becoming awful with the nightmare touch. The sky lost all its
blue and sunshine. Far, far below him the little dove enticed him into
nameless depths, so that he flew faster and faster, yet never fast
enough to overtake it. Behind him came a great thing down the air,
black, hovering, with gigantic wings outstretched. It had terrific eyes,
and the beating of its feathers stole his wind away. It followed him,
crowding space. He was aware of a colossal beak, curved like a scimitar
and pointed wickedly like a troth of steel. He dropped. He faltered.
He tried to scream.
Through
empty space he fell, caught by the neck. The huge spectral falcon was
upon him. The talons were in his heart. And in sleep he remembered then
that he had cursed. He recalled his reckless language. The curse of the
ignorant is meaningless; that of the worshipper is real. This attack was
on his soul. He had invoked it. He realised next, with a shock of
ghastly horror, that the dove he chased was, after all, the bait that
had lured him purposely to destruction ... and awoke with a suffocating
terror upon him, and his entire body bathed in icy perspiration. Outside
the open window he heard a sound of wings retreating with powerful
strokes into the surrounding darkness of the sky.
The
nightmare made its impression upon Binovitch’s impressionable and
dramatic temperament. It aggravated his tendencies. He related it next
day to Mme. de Drühn, the friend of Vera, telling it with that somewhat
boisterous laughter some minds use to disguise less kind emotions. But
he received no encouragement. The mood of the previous night was not
recoverable; it was already ancient history. Russians never make the
banal mistake of repeating a sensation till it is exhausted; they
hurry on to novelties. Life flashes and rushes with them, never standing
still for exposure before the cameras of their minds. Mme. de Drühn,
however, took the trouble to mention the matter to Plitzinger, for
Plitzinger, like Freud of Vienna, held that dreams revealed subconscious
tendencies which sooner or later must betray themselves in action.
‘Thank
you for telling me,’ he smiled politely; ‘but I have already heard
it from him.’ He watched her eyes a moment, really examining her soul.
‘Binovitch, you see,’ he continued, apparently satisfied with what
he saw, ‘I regard as that rare phenomenon—a genius without an
outlet. His spirit, intensely creative, finds no adequate expression.
His power of production is enormous and prolific; yet he accomplishes
nothing.’ He paused an instant. ‘Binovitch, therefore, is in danger
of poisoning—himself.’ He looked steadily into her face, as a man
who weighs how much he may confide. ‘Now,’ he continued, ‘if
we can find an outlet for him, a field wherein his bursting imaginative
genius can produce results—above all, visible
results’—he shrugged his shoulders—‘the man is saved. Otherwise’—he
looked extraordinarily impressive—‘there is bound to be sooner or
later—’
‘Madness?’
she asked very quietly.
‘An
explosion, let us say,’ he replied gravely. ‘For instance, take this
Horus obsession of his, quite wrong archaeologically though it is. Au fond it is megalomania of a most unusual kind. His passionate
interet, his love, his worship of birds, wholesome enough in themselves,
find no satisfying outlet. A man who really loves birds neither keeps
them in cages, nor shoots, nor stuffs them. What, then can, he do? The
commonplace bird-lover observes them through glasses, studies their
habits, then writes a book about them. But a man like Binovitch,
overflowing with this intense creative power of mind and imagination, is
not content with that. He wants to know them from within. He wants to
feel what they feel, to live their life. He wants to become
them.... You follow me? Not quite. Well, he seeks to be identified
with the object of his sacred, passionate adoration. All genius seeks to
know the thing-itself from its own point of view. It desires union. That
tendency, unrecognised by himself, perhaps, and therefore subconscious,
hides in his very soul.’ He paused a moment. ‘And the sudden sight
of those majestic figures at Edfu—that crystallisation of his idée
fixe in granite—took hold of this excess in him, so to speak—and
is now focusing it toward some definite act. Binovitch sometimes—feels
himself a bird! You noticed what occurred last night?’
She
nodded; a slight shiver passed over her.
‘A
most curious performance,’ she murmured; ‘an exhibition I never want
to see again.’
‘The
most curious part,’ replied the doctor coolly, ‘was its truth.’
‘Its
truth!’ she exclaimed beneath her breath. She was frightened by
something in his voice and by the uncommon gravity in his eyes. It
seemed to arrest her intelligence. She felt upon the edge of things
beyond her. ‘You mean that Binovitch did for a moment—hang—in the
air?’ The other verb, the right one, she could not bring herself to
use.
The
great man’s face was enigmatical. He talked to her sympathy, perhaps,
rather than to her mind.
‘Real
genius,’ he said smilingly, ‘is as rare as talent, even great
talent, is common. It means that the personality, if only for one
second, becomes everything; becomes the universe; becomes the soul of
the world. It gets the flash. It is identified with the universal life.
Being everything and everywhere, all is possible to it—in that second
of vivid realisation. It can brood with the crystal, grow with the
plant, leap with the animal and fly with the bird: genius unifies all
three. That is the meaning of ‘creative.’ It is faith. Knowing it,
you can pass through fire and not be burned, walk on water and not sink,
move a mountain, fly. Because you are
fire, water, earth, air. Genius, you see, is madness in the
magnificent sense of being superhuman. Binovitch has it.’
He
broke off abruptly, seeing he was not understood. Some great enthusiasm
in him he deliberately suppressed.
‘The
point is,’ he resumed, speaking more carefully, ‘that we must try to
lead this passionately constructive genius of the man into some human
channel that will absorb it, and therefore render it harmless.’
‘He
loves Vera,’ the woman said, bewildered, yet seizing this point
correctly.
‘But
would he marry her?’ asked Plitzinger at once. ‘He is already
married.’
The
doctor looked steadily at her a moment, hesitating whether he should
utter all his thought.
‘In
that case,’ he said slowly after a pause, ‘it is better he or she
should leave.’
His
tone and manner were exceedingly impressive. ‘You mean there’s
danger?’ she asked.
‘I
mean, rather,’ he replied earnestly, ‘that this great creative flood
in him, so curiously focused now upon his Horus falcon-bird idea, may
result in some act of violence—’
‘Which
would be madness,’ she said, looking hard at him.
‘Which
would be disastrous,’ he corrected her. And then he added slowly:
‘Because in the mental moment of creation he might overlook material
laws.’
The
costume ball two nights later was a great success. Palazov was a
Bedouin, and Khilkoff an Apache; Mme. de Drühn wore a national
headdress; Minski looked almost natural as Don Quixote; and the entire
Russian ‘set’ was cleverly, if somewhat extravagantly, dressed. But
Binovitch and Vera were the most successful of all the two hundred
dancers who took part. Another figure, a big man dressed as a Pierrot,
also claimed exceptional attention, for though the costume was
commonplace enough, there was something of dignity in his appearance
that drew the eyes of all upon him. But he wore a mask, and his identity
was not discoverable.
It
was Binovitch and Vera, however, who must have won the prize, if prize
there had been, for they not only looked their parts, but acted them as
well. The former in his dark grey feather tunic, and his falcon mask,
complete even to the brown hooked beak and tufted talons, looked fierce
and splendid. The disguise was so admirable, yet so entirely natural,
that it was uncommonly seductive. Vera, in blue and gold, a charming
head-dress of a dove upon her loosened hair, and a pair of little
dove-pale wings fluttering from her shoulders, her tiny twinkling feet
and slender ankles well visible, too, was equally successful and
admired. Her large and timid eyes, her flitting movements, her light and
dainty way of dancing—all added touches that made the picture perfect.
How
Binovitch contrived his dress remained a mystery, for the layers of
wings upon his back were real; the large black kites that haunt the
Nile, soaring in their hundreds over Cairo and the bleak Mokattam Hills,
had furnished them. He had procured them none knew how. They measured
five feet across from tip to tip; they swished and rustled as he swept
along; they were true falcons’ wings. He danced with nautch girls and
Egyptian princesses and Rumanian gipsies; he danced well, with beauty,
grace, and lightness. But with Vera he did not dance at all; with her he
simply flew. A kind of passionate abandon was in him as he skimmed the
floor with her in a way that made everybody turn to watch them. They
seemed to leave the ground together. It was delightful, an amazing
sight; but it was peculiar. The strangeness of it was on many lips.
Somehow its queer extravagance communicated itself to the entire
ball-room. They became the centre of observation. There were whispers.
‘There’s
that extraordinary bird-man! Look! He goes by like a hawk. And he’s
always after that dove-girl. How marvellously he does it! It’s
rather awful. Who is he? I don’t envy her.’
People stood aside when he rushed past. They got out of his
way. He seemed for ever pursuing Vera, even when dancing with another
partner. Word passed from mouth to mouth.
A
kind of telepathic interest was established everywhere. It was a shade
too real sometimes, something unduly earnest in the chasing wildness,
something unpleasant. There was even alarm.
‘It’s
rowdy; I’d rather not see it; it’s quite disgraceful,’ was heard. ‘I think it’s horrible; you can see she’s terrified.’
And
once there was a little scene, trivial enough, yet betraying this
reality that many noticed and disliked. Binovitch came up to claim a
dance, programme clutched in his great tufted claws, and at the same
moment the big Pierrot appeared abruptly round the corner with a similar
claim. Those who saw it assert he had been waiting, and came on purpose,
and that there was something protective and authoritative in his
bearing. The misunderstanding was ordinary enough—both men had written
her name against the dance but ‘No. 13, Tango’ also included the
supper interval, and neither Hawk nor Pierrot would give way. They were
very obstinate. Both men wanted her. It was awkward.
‘The
Dove shall decide between us,’ smiled the Hawk politely, yet his
taloned fingers working nervously. Pierrot, however, more experienced in
the ways of dealing with women, or more bold, said suavely:
‘I
am ready to abide by her decision’—his voice poorly cloaked this
aggravating authority, as though he had the right to her—‘only I
engaged this dance before Mis Majesty Horus appeared upon the scene at
all, and therefore it is clear that Pierrot has the right of way.’
At
once, with a masterful air, he took her off. There was no withstanding
him. He meant to have her and he got her. Both yielding and resisting,
she was swept away. They vanished among the maze of coloured dancers,
leaving the Hawk, disconsolate and vanquished, amid the titters of the
onlookers. His swiftness, as against this steady power, was of no avail.
It
was then that the singular phenomenon was witnessed first. Those who saw
it affirm that he changed absolutely into the part he played. It was
dreadful; it was not possible. A frightened whisper ran about the rooms
and corridors:
‘An
extraordinary thing is in the air!’
Some
shrank away, while others flocked to see. There were those who swore
that a curious, rushing sound was audible, the atmosphere visibly
disturbed and shaken; that a shadow fell upon the spot the couple had
vacated; that a cry was heard, a high, wild, searching cry: ‘Horus!
bright deity of wind,’ it began, then died away. One man was positive
that the windows had been opened and that something had flown in. It was
the obvious explanation. The thing spread rapidly. As in a fire panic,
there was consternation and excitement. Confusion caught the feet of all
the dancers. The music fumbled and lost time. The leading pair of tango
dancers halted and looked round. It seemed that everybody pressed back,
hiding, shuffling, eager to see, yet more eager not to be seen, as
though something unusual, dangerous, terrible, had broken loose. In rows
against the wall they stood. For a great space had made itself in the
middle of the ball-room, and into this empty space reappeared suddenly
the Pierrot and the Dove.
It
was like a challenge. A sound of applause, half voices, half clapping of
gloved hands, was heard. The couple danced exquisitely into the arena.
All stared. There was an impression that a set piece had been prepared,
and that this was its beginning. The music again took heart. Pierrot
was strong and dignified, no whit nonplussed by this abrupt publicity.
The Dove, though faltering, seemed deliciously obedient. They danced
together like a single outline. She was captured utterly. And to the man
who needed her the sight was naturally agonising—the protective way
the Pierrot held her, the right and strength of it, the mastery the
complete possession.
‘He’s
still got her!’ someone breathed too loud, uttering the thought of
all. ‘Good thing it’s not the Hawk!’
And,
to the absolute amazement of the throng, this sight was then apparent. A
figure dropped through space. That high, shrill cry again was heard:
‘Feather
my soul ... to know thy awful swiftness!’
Its
singing loveliness touched the heart, its appealing, passionate
sweetness was marvellous, as from an upper gallery this figure of a man,
dressed as a strong, dark bird, shot down with splendid grace and ease.
The feathers swept; the wings spread out as sails that take the wind.
Like a hawk that darts with unerring power and aim upon its prey, this
thing of mighty wings rushed down into the empty space where the couple
danced. Observed by all, he entered, swooping beautifully, stretching
his wings like any eagle. He dropped. He fixed his point of landing with
consummate skill close beside the astonished dancers. He landed.
It
happened with such swiftness that it brought the dazzle and blindness as
when lighting strikes. People in different parts of the room saw
different details; a few saw nothing at all after the first startling
shock, closing their eyes, or holding their arms before their faces as
in self-protection. The touch panic fear caught the entire room. The
nameless thing that all the evening had been vaguely felt was come. It
had suddenly materialised.
For
this incredible thing occurred in the full blaze of light upon the open
floor. Binovitch, grown in some sense formidable, opened his dark, big
wings about the girl. He drew her to him. The long grey feathers moved,
causing powerful draughts of wind that made a rushing sound. An aspect
of the terrible was about him, like an emanation. The great beaked head
was poised to strike, the tufted claws were raised like fingers that
shut and opened, and the whole presentiment of his amazing figure
focused in an attitude of attack that was magnificent and terrible. No
one who saw it doubted. Yet there were those who swore that it was not
Binovitch at all, but that another outline monstrous and shadowy,
towered above him, draping his lesser proportions with two colossal
wings of darkness. That some touch of strange divinity lay in it may be
claimed, however confused the wild descriptions afterward. For many
lowered their heads and bowed their shoulders. There was terror. There
was also awe. The onlookers swayed as though some power passed over
them across the air.
A
sound of wings was certainly in the room.
Then
someone screamed; a shriek broke high and clear; and emotion, ordinary,
human emotion, unaccustomed to terrific things, swept loose. The Hawk
and Vera flew—the girl with willing happiness, the man with power.
Beaten back against the wall as by a stroke of whirlwind, the Pierrot
staggered. He watched them go. Out of the lighted room they flew, out of
the crowded human atmosphere, out of the heat and artificial light, the
walled-in, airless halls that were a cage. All this they left behind.
They seemed things of wind and air, made free happily of another
element. Earth held them not. Toward the open night they raced with this
extraordinary lightness as of birds, down the long corridor and on to
the southern terrace, where great coloured curtains were hung suspended
from the columns. A moment they were visible. Then the fringe of one
huge curtain, lifted by the wind, showed their dark outline for a second
against the starry sky. There was a cry, a leap. The curtain flapped
again and closed. They vanished. And into the ball-room swept the cold
draught of night air from the desert.
But
three figures instantly were close upon their heels. The throng of half
dazed, half stupefied onlookers, it seemed, projected them as though
by some explosive force. The general mass held back, but, like
projectiles, these three flung themselves after the fugitives down the
corridor at high speed—the Apache, Don Quixote, and, last of them, the
Pierrot. For Khilkoff, the brother, and Baron Minski, the man who caught
wolves alive, had been for some time keenly on the watch, while Dr.
Plitzinger, reading the symptoms dearly, never far away, had been
faithfully observant of every movement. His mask tossed aside, the great
psychiatrist was now recognised by all. They reached the parapet just as
the curtain flapped back heavily into place; the next second all three
were out of sight behind it. Khilkoff was first, however, urged forward
at frantic speed by the warning words the doctor had whispered as they
ran. Some thirty yards beyond the terrace was the brink of the crumbling
cliff on which the great hotel was built, and there was a drop of sixty
feet to the desert floor below. Only a low stone wall marked the edge.
Accounts
varied. Khilkoff, it seems, arrived in time—in the nick of time—to
seize his sister, virtually hovering on the brink. He heard the loose
stones strike the sand below. There was a moment’s violent struggle.
She resisted the interference passionately and with all her strength at
first. In a sence she was beside—outside—herself. And he did a
characteristic thing; he not only brought her back into the ball-room,
but he danced her back. It was
admirable. Nothing could have calmed the general excitement better. The
pair of them danced in together as though nothing was amiss. Accustomed
to the strenuous practice of his Cossack regiment, this young cavalry
officer’s muscles were equal to the semi-dead weight in his arms. At
most the onlookers thought her tired, perhaps. Confidence was
restored—such is the psychology of a crowd—and in the middle of a
thrilling Viennese waltz he easily smuggled her out of the room,
administered brandy, and got her up to bed.... The absence of the Hawk,
meanwhile, was hardly noticed; comments were made and then forgotten; it
was Vera in whom the strange, anxious sympathy had centred. And, with
her obvious safety, the moment of primitive, childish panic passed away.
Don Quixote, too, was presently seen dancing gaily as though nothing
untoward had happened; supper intervened; the incident was over; it had
melted into the general wildness of the evening’s irresponsibility.
The fact that Pierrot did not appear again was noticed by no single
person.
But
Dr. Plitzinger was otherwise engaged, his heart and mind and soul all
deeply exercised. A death-certificate is not always made out quite so
simply as the public thinks. That Binovitch had died of suffocation in
his swift descent through merely sixty feet of air was not conceivable;
yet that his body lay so neatly placed upon the desert after such a fall
was stranger still. It was not crumpled, it was not torn; no single bone
was broken, no muscle wrenched; there was no bruise. There was no
indenture in the sand. The figure lay sidewise as though in sleep, no
sign of violence visible anywhere, the dark wings folded as a great bird
folds them when it creeps away to die in loneliness. Beneath the Horus
mask the face was smiling. It seemed he had floated into death upon the
element he loved. And only Vera had seen the enormous wings that,
hovering invitingly above the dark abyss, bore him so softly into
another world. Plitzinger, that is, saw them, too, but he said firmly
that they belonged to the big black falcons that haunt the Mokattam
Hills and roost upon these ridges, close beside the hotel, at night.
Both he and Vera, however, agreed on one thing: the high, sharp cry in
the air above them, wild and plaintive, was certainly the black kite’s
cry—the note of the falcon that passionately seeks its mate. It was
the pause of a second, when she stood to listen, that made her rescue
possible. A moment later and she, too, would have flown to death with
Binovitch.