When I
came to the House of the Sphinx it was already dark. They made me
eagerly welcome. And I, in spite of the deed, was glad of any shelter
from that ominous wood. I saw at once that there had been a deed,
although a cloak did all that a cloak may do to conceal it. The mere
uneasiness of the welcome made me suspect that cloak.
The Sphinx was moody and silent. I had not come to pry into the
secrets of Eternity nor to investigate the Sphinx’s private life, and
so had little to say and few questions to ask; but to whatever I did say
she remained morosely indifferent. It was clear that either she
suspected me of being in search of the secrets of one of her gods, or of
being boldly inquisitive about her traffic with Time, or else she was
darkly absorbed with brooding upon the deed.
I saw soon enough that there was another than me to welcome; I
saw it from the hurried way that they glanced from the door to the deed
and back to the door again. And it was clear that the welcome was to be
a bolted door. But such bolts, and such a door! Rust and decay and
fungus had been there far too long, and it was not a barrier any longer
that would keep out even a determined wolf. And it seemed to be
something worse than a wolf that they feared.
A little later on I gathered from what they said that some
imperious and ghastly thing was looking for the Sphinx, and that
something that had happened had made its arrival certain. It appeared
that they had slapped the Sphinx to vex her out of her apathy in order
that she should pray to one of her gods, whom she had littered in the
house of Time; but her moody silence was invincible, and her apathy
Oriental, ever since the deed had happened. And when they found that
they could not make her pray, there was nothing for them to do but to
pay little useless attentions to the rusty lock of the door, and to look
at the deed and wonder, and even pretend to hope, and to say that after
all it might not bring that destined thing from the forest, which no one
named.
It may be said I had chosen a gruesome house, but not if I had
described the forest from which I came, and I was in need of any spot
wherein I could rest my mind from the thought of it.
I wondered very much what thing would come from the forest on
account of the deed; and having seen that forest—as you, gentle
reader, have not—I had the advantage of knowing that anything might
come. It was useless to ask the Sphinx—She seldom reveals things, like
her paramour Time (the gods take after her), and while this mood was on
her, rebuff was certain. So I quietly began to oil the lock of the door.
And as soon as they saw this simple act I won their confidence. It was
not that my work was of any use—it should have been done long before;
but they saw that my interest was given for the moment to the thing that
they thought vital. They clustered round me then. They asked me what I
thought of the door, and whether I had seen better, and whether I had
seen worse; and I told them about all the doors I knew, and said that
the doors of the baptistery in Florence were better doors, and the doors
made by a certain firm of builders in London were worse. And then I
asked them what it was that was coming after the Sphinx because of the
deed. And at first they would not say, and I stopped oiling the door;
and then they said that it was the arch-inquisitor of the forest, who is
investigator and avenger of all silverstrian things; and from all that
they said about him it seemed to me that this person was quite white,
and was a kind of madness that would settle down quite blankly upon the
place, a kind of mist in which reason could nut live; and it was the
fear of this that made them fumble nervously at the lock of that rotten
door; but with the Sphinx it was not so much fear as sheer prophecy.
The hope that they tried to hope was well enough in its way, but
I did not share it; it was clear that the thing that they feared was the
corollary of the deed—one saw that more by the resignation upon the
face of the Sphinx than by their sorry anxiety for the door.
The wind soughed, and the great tapers flared, and their obvious
fear and the silence of the Sphinx grew more than ever a part of the
atmosphere, and bats went restlessly through the gloom of the wind that
beat the tapers low.
Then a few things screamed far off, then a little nearer, and
something was coming towards us, laughing hideously. I hastily gave a
prod to the door that they guarded; my finger sank right into the
mouldering wood—there was not a chance of holding it. I had not
leisure to observe their fright; I thought of the back-door, for the
forest was better than this; only the Sphinx was absolutely calm, her
prophecy was made and she seemed to have seen her doom, so that no new
thing could perturb her.
But by mouldering rungs of ladders as old as Man, by slippery
edges of the dreaded abyss, with an ominous dizziness about my heart and
a feeling of horror in the soles of my feet, I clambered from tower to
tower till I found the door that I scought; and it opened on to one of
the upper branches of a huge and sombre pine, down which I climbed on to
the floor of the forest. And I was glad to be back again in the forest
from which I had fled.
And the Sphinx in her menaced house—I know not how she
fared—whether she gazes for ever, disconsolate, at the deed,
remembering only in her smitten mind, at which little boys now leer,
that she once knew well those things at which man stands aghast; or
whether in the end she crept away, and clambering horribly from abyss to
abyss, came at last to higher things, and is wise and eternal still. For
who knows of madness whether it is divine or whether it be of the pit?